<center>I wandered out into the water An' I thought that I might drown I don't know what I was after Just know I was goin' down. And that's when she found me. Not afraid anymore She said: "You know, I always had you, baby. "Just waitin' for you to find what you were lookin' for."</center> -- RD Present: County Hospital

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Date Posted: Thu, Aug 14 2003, 2:31pm PDT
Author: Benji
Subject: I wandered out into the water
An' I thought that I might drown
I don't know what I was after
Just know I was goin' down.
And that's when she found me.
Not afraid anymore
She said: "You know, I always had you, baby.
"Just waitin' for you to find what you were lookin' for."

he'd gone out to the local beach earlier this morning, when Eden had gone out and tried the unthinkable. His body now lay limp, almost lifeless across the hospitol bed in the private room. His mind just couldn't deal with the problems he was having and he had to get out somehow and the way he had tried failed and here he was now. Ace had been contacted as his in case of emergencie after a lady had found him and was now already on his way back from australia

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One of the girls who had surfed the California circut with them and then migrated much the same way as them had called her when he'd come in under her administrative watch - it was against hospital policy, but she had felt Eden had a right to know. She'd nearly fallen to peices on the news, and had Sean drive her in so that nothing unfortunate would happen. Pausing outside of the door, she took a deep breath and then entered the frightening room slowly. (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 2:54pm PDT
he was barely concious, clinging to it to say the least. He was tucked under the thin blankets, his head tilted to the side a bit, his amazingly blue gaze now a cloudy...though closed to the world. Obviously his way to get away from himself failed (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 2:58pm PDT
Her lower lip trembled when she saw him and she hung back away from the bed, not even sure if he could see her or sense her presence. She was pissed - filled with anger, now that the full weight of what he had done hit her. (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:01pm PDT
he shifted a bit in his state, making a soft noise. He could sense a precense of someone but he didn't have the will to open his eyes and see who it was. A soft cough racked his thin form... (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:05pm PDT
Her entire body began a fine trembling, her arms crossed protectively over her chest as she watched him, her face marred with the signs of an impending torrent of tears. (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:07pm PDT
the attempt to get comfortable was failed yet again as he moved, the blanket shifting off his upper body. Only then did his gaze open a bit, catching the familure form of her in a slight fuzz, another cough spreading (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:10pm PDT
She shook her head, watching him, and didn't feel an ounce of sorrow in her entire body for him. She narrowed her eyes a little and sighed softly. "Benji." (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:13pm PDT
he attempted to lean up a bit but failed misserably and fell into back to the bed with a soft thud, groaning and coughing a bit. He was in awful shape, he was terribly thin...his body was suffering because of his problems. His voice was scratchy, barely loud enough to be heard Edie (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:16pm PDT
She let a soft breath out through her nose and shook her head again. "I hate you, Ben." (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:19pm PDT
he groaned a bit, frowning at that and closed his eyes again, trying in a futile attempt to pull the covers back over his body (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 3:20pm PDT
She took another step toward the bed, and then slumped tiredly in the chair beside his bed - she had been trying her best to make him happy to no avail. "I need you here with me." (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 7:52pm PDT
he shifted a bit to the side, moving over in the bed, drawing in a shaky breath. Being like he was made him relize he had to be happy with what he had...and not be depressed about what he didn't...he had a girl he loved and that loved him just as much...and he'd ruined that (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 7:55pm PDT
She reached out for his fingers, curling them in her own and sighing softly. "After my best friend... I can't believe you." (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 7:58pm PDT
he mumbled something a little bit louder then the first thing he'd said, his head tilting a bit so that he could glance at he...making a soft sound with the movement I'm sorry (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 8:01pm PDT
She couldn't help herself and dropped her lips to his fingers - she didn't know where things went from here - she didn't want to have to think about it. (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 8:03pm PDT
he tugged at her hand with what little strength he had...he wanted her in the bed with him, to make him know that this was real. His voice was a murmer again as his eyes closed, again a cough spreading through form Lay with me (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 8:07pm PDT
He sounded so sickly.. it broke her heart to see him this way - it broke her heart that he would do this to her.. but she obliged him nonetheless, careful of the tubes and other things arranged around him, and nestled beside him (NT) -- Eden, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 8:11pm PDT
he made a soft noise, he was more comfortable with her there in the bed with him then he had been all day. His head tilted again, resting on her shoulder...pressing a idle kiss there, though it was barely anything..more a purse of his lips (NT) -- Benji, Thu, Aug 14 2003, 8:14pm PDT

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