| Subject: † :::::::::::::::. Chaos .::::::::::::::: † |
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Date Posted: 21:03:13 04/14/01 Sat
Author Host/IP: px3nr.wp.shawcable.net/24.66.94.142
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Chaos
's message, "~!~<>~!~<>~!~<>~!~<>~!~>>> ... Equi ... <<<~!~<>~!~<>~!~<>~!~<>~!~" on 19:15:54 04/14/01 Sat
*His heart aches at her words, thrusting, throbbing, pumping wildly with haughty gestures, no longer strung to the placid boundaries which it had once known, the limits it had once served, the confines it had once rightly hid behind, perhaps in fear of what may come of its retorte, perhaps, though, in building cearing questions within him that entwined him, engulfed him, pressed him beneath the wave of realization, of knowledge of all that is good, of all that is evil, mixed to one upon the point of bursting of its calm, yet painful bursts against the wall of his heaving chest...... This one, this one that he loved, here before him, now, though slipping away so suddenly, so suddenly that he could not grasp her from the plunge she took in such confusion, the confusion that had eaten away at them both, driving them mad with peircing, roaring sensations of loneness, of standing, with no other, amidst a waving oceanic meadow, twitching at even the feel of a blade of grass stroking their hind...........* No.. *His voice cracks, its tone forced, struggling to rise above a whisper, to drain above the constant blaring of the pensive segments of resonce about them, failing, though, in crushing defeat of one whom he had worked for so long to overpower..........* I cannot remain mute while you speak of such things, Chaos.... I know that my selfishness is rising above my love, now.. Or, perhaps they have learned to side with eachother... But one thing I am certain of, and it is this.......: I could not survive a single day knowing that you have given up on yourself, that you no longer think yourself worthy of anything that might happen in your life.. *His chest heaves heavily, pumping inward the endless streams of breath which each lung screams in unisision for, the coaxing strains of wind which snarl up the path of his tubed nasals, pounding in retort at the walls, the sidings, paining him, until finally its unsatisfying existence reaches the pitt of his chest......* I cannot say that I know what to make of this either, Chaos............... I am so sorry... For you.... For the pain that I have caused you..... M'love, I swear this, what I speak of now, this I cannot hold inside of me any longer...... Chaos... Your great uncle was not mistaken.... I love you.. You have a great purpose, even if we had not ever met, curse such a reality, you would have had such a great purpose still.... You are like no other mare... You are so strong....... That is why you must accept the circumstances..... If I should die......... You should not mourn, for you have such a great purpose which you must fullfill.................. I have waited all of my life for one whom I could love.... One whom could love me as I loved them...... And I have found you, both of you............ But now, I cannot lie.... For my one wish, my only wish, is that I might remain in this moment forever, with you, m'love.................... *His voice drains off, dissolves into a cold, empty whisper, whines along with the haughty grasps of the winds as they hurry on their undestined path, snapping in any which direction they should please... And him, even as his side bleeds, the ground beneath him soaked in a lather of blood and sweat, he calms, placid, drifting off at a lessened pace, the pain dissolved, cast beneath the deepest thought of his mind..............*
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