| Subject: ......- - - - - (*~*) Equinox (*~*) - - - - -...... |
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Date Posted: 20:48:35 03/26/01 Mon
Author Host/IP: NoHost/216.18.108.134
~Her breath is captured from her, stolen away in the shady night, taken from her without mercy, without permission. The ghosts of the past had come to haunt her, steal her away from the life she had grown to love... the life she loves with him. Where could she begin? Endless numbers of contrasted throught twirling about in her mind like a dust-devil.... so many feelings, so many thoughts, all twirled around her tiny muzle, intertwined with each other, yet so far apart in their true meaning. It was now that she looked upon this steed with a different eye... a more caring, and understanding eye... how could she not understand what had happened... she had brought this on herself... invaded the thoughts of him once mroe, when he had already stolen away the heart of another... the other mare, who's love for Equinox, and his for them, had been shared. Where could she begin, the thoughts, and his words, had hit her like a gunshot... her breath returns, and with it the life she held on to with only the smallest of threads... she looks at him, sees the trembling in his body, the tension, then relaxed feeling in his body.... she places her delicate muzzle upon his withers, calming him..... she rubs her muzzle along his perfectly arched crest soothingly, looking once into his eyes, seeing the crystal fluid form within his now delicate orb... she reaches her lips to his eye, and places them to the tear... the drop of pain, sadness, sorrow, confusion.... everything that overwhelmd him... contained in a single tear. She kisses it, kisses away his tear, absorbs it, melts it into herself, forming it in her own mahogany ocular, forming it, letting it fall, and trace itself down her cheek. She speaks with a soft voice, but a broken one... a crystal doll that had been mercilessly hurled toward a tree.... not by anyone, but by her own state of mind... had he heard her think of the other mare? Everything had been so perfect... almost...... she speaks, her mind tracing the pieces of crystal, forming enough of a structure to emit the sounds from her paper-thin lips...~ Equinox... oh... Equinox... my love....... ~She nickers, her nares flaring with only a gentle movement, their delicate flutter barely visible in the moonlit sky~ How can I be angry? How can I be misunderstanding to you... you had already met her..... the one who's love you have returned with half of your potential.... I came back, without warning... without cause... I did it for love, I did it for hope but... I invaded your peace, invaded your soul once more, haunted you... ~She stands stilll, tendrils of mane showering upon her forehead~ How can I speak theses words of love to you when I know that your words to me should in fact belong to that of another? I love you Equinox, my heart knows no boundaries in the owrds, and feelings that I may have for you... but..... I cannot live with myself... I have taken you from the one you should be with... ~She looks him in the eyes, soul pouring into him as a waterfall, neverending~ I see now that I should not have returned... it opened a wound that cannot heal... I ask not for compassion, for I do not wish for it, nor deserve it... the pain that is wihin my heart, and yours... has come from me.... the one you love..... ~The tears fall mercilessly from her orbs now, extending from the arm that was her heart, the heart that forced the tears to her eyes~ Of couse... I would stay with you... I would not leave your side if all had accused you of a horrendous crime.. but.. the question now is... do you wish for me to? Truly? Why shoulld you break yourself in two, make the love you have for the other into something that is only half of the words that you can speak.. the wonderful emotion you can inflict upon one such as myself... such as the other... ~She puts her cheek to his, eyes closed, enjoying a moment of peace with him, giving him time to think thoughts to retaliate to hers... to absorb the thoughts~ Please... may your feelings, and your words to come next be true... true to yourself, true to your other mare, and true to me.... may your words come from the heart.... ~She lets out one last gasp, one last nicker, before closing her eyes, resting her head to his, letting peace rule her world and his for a moment, thoughs he knew that with her words, a battle would erupt in his heart... she waits in silence, what she thought to be peace, but in reality, it was not... her coat bathed in the moonlight, standing beside his... she waits, the beads of crystal rolling from her cheeks........~
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