| Subject: One of my childhood recurrent dream was not a dream.... |
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nadia cinque
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Date Posted: 18:41:57 11/09/03 Sun
As a child, one of the recurrent immages that would flare up in my mind was a big white building in front of me, a door opening and a woman voice saying: Children are not allowed in. Somebody was holding me in her arm while this was happening...I had this vision so many times, and then, finally I asked my gradmother about this dream, why I was having it over and over. She looked at me with in complete shock and told me: you cannot remember that! You were only one year old! I was running to the hospital with you in my arms because you father was dying in the hospital, and I was told that the children were not allowed in the hospital! How can you remember that? You couldn't even talk yet! Finally I had an answer for my recurrent vision. I did not make it up, I was simply remembering a very intense situation recorded in my brain like a polaroid picture but with sound...I remember I could not understand the meaning of the words, but I had recorded the sound. Later, when I grw up, that sound ment something...I understood what that sound ment...How can, one year old brain record a situation with sounds, immages and emotions and play them back over and over through the years? I can also see, when memories get old, they do become like old pictures and you can't distinguish things properly, but you can see and feel there is something but, they slip away when you try to grab them with your mind...I still have that feeling coming over me when I see a big white building.....but once I understood it was only a memory, I had no continuous visions about it anymore...
So, watch out when you got kids around, and do not do or say anything that they are not supposed to see or to hear! Please!
Another strange thing about our brain is how some of us store our fears...My youngest brother in his childood developed a funny twitching of his jaw, and we used to pull his legs because he would look funny while he was having that involontary nerv spasms. He had it for several years, then he notices that a particular color of green would create uneaseness in him and it would lead then to his twitching...He began to think: why do I feel so bad when I see this color? What does this color remind me of? He remembered that our kitchen had that color. And what had happend in the kitchen that he had this ugly feeling coming over him? There it was!!!!! Finally he remembered that there had been and ugly fight between my mom and my dad, and we were all watching them hitting each other; we were crying, included me, (I was shaken and I had to grab the refrigerator because my legs would not stand up by themselves) but he was very young, and he had recorded that situation in his mind in his own way. Once he understood the link between that particular shade of green and his shocking memories, his uncontrollable nerve spasms, or twetching, was completely gone! We are not alway so lucky to get to the source of our fears or phobias, sometimes we carry them on for all our life without understanding why we have them! But I heard that ipnosys can get to the subconcious and retreve the forgotten memories. Once you are able to face them, most of the problems are magically solved! I believe ipnosys is much faster that srink therapy. It goes directly to the uncouncious mind and look for the cause of the problem. The only thing that worries me, is to fall in the hands of someone who is not very professional. How do you know who is really good and who may even create more problems than you already have? But we can do some sort of backward path, like my yungest brother did to gain access to the forgotten memories...sometimes they only leave unpleasant feelings....so we have to face these feelings, try to understand how, when, why we got or get them, we have to learn to confront ourselves without fears...we have to learn to search for the wounds in our soul, and once we locate them, they will finally have a chance to heal! And sometimes, when we ignore them, they can take many forms and shapes; our mind has an incredible power of immagination and often creates surrogates of our fears...like demons, gosts, evil spirits... Our mind can let out his fears and frustrations in hundreds of different ways according to the subject's sensitivity and believes....
So, do not stop to the appearence of things, you may get lost.... try to go to the root of the problem, that is the only way to get rid of it once and for all.
Things are not always like they seem to be...
Have the courage to face the truth; the truth will set you free.
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