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Date Posted: 20:13:30 09/16/03 Tue
Author: raecae
Author Host/IP: 65.34.72.89
Subject: help, guys!
OK, this is a little deep, so if you don't like lovey dovey stuff don't read it lol.
Well there's this boy at my school, and his name is Alex. We started off as friends last year, it was the beginning of middle school and we were sitting next to each other in Spanish, and we just became friends. We were talking every day and he always made me laugh, and then, after a month or two I started to see him in a different light. We started seeing each other as more than friends, and finally, one of our friends offered to hook us up. Well, when it finally got done, I was scared and I backed out of going out with him. We stayed friends, but then we started to grow apart.
Then, after a while, I started to see him as a crush again. He didn't want to go out with me. This happend again, but he never really liked me again. Towards the end of the year, we started really talking again. We talked for hours a day over IM. At the beginning of this year, I told him that I wanted to be able to tell him everything, and that pretty much sealed the deal of our new friendship. At school, he started hanging out with my group and it was really cool. Some nights, I would stay up well past midnight talking to him, for up to four hours at a time. We talked about everything under the sun, and I told him all my secrets and totally confided in him.
He was one of the first to know when my crush, Dakota, asked me out. About a week after I had been dating him, Alex and I were talking at school, and I realized that I liked him. I told him that there was someone that I liked other then Dakota, and he gave me advice on what to do. Eventually, it came out that it was him I liked, and I broke up with Dakota.
It's been about 3 weeks since then, and last week I realized something. I was falling in love with him. I decided that I must stop liking him right away or else I would fall in love. Now, I am not the kind of girl who wants to fall in love or anything, I don't know why, it just scares me. But I talked with a friend and thought it through and I decided that I had to allow my heart to be free. I confessed to him yesterday that I was falling in love with him, that I thought he should know, and today I was completely unable to talk to him, and when I was around him all I could do was shiver.
Now I am totally confused, and I'm not sure if he feels the same way or not. If anyone could help me out and offer some advice, I'd be forever thankful! It would be great if you could email me your advice so I can always go back to look at it, but you don't have to. Thanks!
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- Leave your email i know just what ti would do =) (NT) --
, 20:39:11 09/16/03 Tue
- Oh I'm sorry lol. It's kenzied90@yahoo.com (NT) -- raecae, 20:44:47 09/16/03 Tue
I know exactly how you feel. This boy Corey, 2 yrs older then me, he lives across the street from me... he knows I like him but know he keeps glaring at me and one day when I visited him with my best friend Krystina/Valwhale... He kind was embarassed lol. Today things went smoothly until he embarassed himself in front of me again LOL his lil brother did something he wasn't supossed and as Corey the elderly mature brother yelled at him and said if he broke it he would get grounded until he saw me looking at him to see what his lil bor dropped. The best way for me it let my heart run free... I love Corey dearly and I knew him for... 7 yrs now... just the smiles of him make me feel happy! (NT) -- Zelnixie, 20:48:55 09/16/03 Tue