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Date Posted: 22:35:37 09/25/03 Thu
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*sighs* Volleyball was nice tonight, we hadda do a warm fuzzy circle and people got..told what's nice about them. I liked that. I dunno what to do. I'm falling, slowly. I mean, everything goes great, and let I feel like I'm crushed inside, I feel like I'm slowing dying, even though I am thriving. *sighs* I feel ilke a freak, like a retard, like honsetly, no one gives a flying monkey about me. And why should I care, when no one else seems to? I mean, my best friend think's I don't trust her anymore, because I was assigned to be her mentor in school, and she wanted to mentor me instead of me mentoring her (she's in eighth, I'm in tenth). She now thinks I don't trust her, because, I'm sorry, I don't talk to my real friends face to face, I've had bad expirences in the past, it's not that I don't trust her, it's just my personallity and my past, and she doesn't understand that. I want to go back into cousnulling, but what do I say? "Oh, I'm falling into depression again, I might kill myself, but that's ok?" I dunno! I don't know what to do *sighs* I need to go now, study for my biology quiz and my spanish test tomorrow *drop kicks school* I"m abuot to cry anyway..*sighs deeply*
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- Re: p.s., even though I'm screwed, I'm still here for anyone who needs anything. If you ever need to talk about anything on God's green earth, send an email to vball_cheerleader@yahoo.com (NT) --
, 22:37:23 09/25/03 Thu
- I know how you feel....think I might just crawl back into bed.... (NT) -- Nik, 06:29:08 09/26/03 Fri