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Subject: On the third day...


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John Ohnimus
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Date Posted: 14:24:09 01/27/04 Tue

Reply to Rick Hurst: your question about my statement that I meditate for 2 days, then everything breaks down.

My experience has been that when I set out to meditate I can do it for 2 days, then stuff starts happening. I get busy with all of the things that have to get done in a day and don't find time. Or if I am able to meditate, there is a backlash from the demons inside me, and they just beat me down. There might be a haze over my inner vision that I can't even envision my right hand. Or I want to bolt out of the chair. After that I always ended up giving up.

This morning was the third day, again. Typically, I had a whole bunch of things to get done. But I meditated anyway. There was a cloud over my vision but I hung in there. Near the end there was some howling and coughing like perhaps something was trying to get out of me.

This time I'm going to keep at the meditation.

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