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Subject: mustinya...


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bayik
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Date Posted: 02:58:42 01/10/04 Sat

mustinya aku bisa mengenyahkan perasaan terluka ini. mustinya aku tahu bahwa dia memang begitu. mustinya aku berkata pada temanku yang malah lebih bete dariku dibuatnya: "nggak, dia anak baik kok. dia punya banyak teman, ramah, pengayom, tidak sombong. kalau malam ini dia seperti menganggap kita tidak ada, itu bukan dia. atau, dia punya alasan tertentu, yang kita tak perlulah tahu. yang penting: dia anak baik kok."

mustinya....

mustinya aku meredam egoku dan lagi-lagi self-blaming yang udah jadi habit ini. mustinya aku nggak hitung-hitung lagi semua momen yang pernah terjadi selama ini, toh itu tak berarti baginya meski berarti bagiku. mustinya aku terima perlakuannya apa adanya dan tetap setia padanya. tepatnya: pada dia siapapun dia dan apapun dia.

mustinya aku nggak perlu sedih.

mustinya aku nggak perlu mikirin dia lagi, di detik ini.

mustinya....

moral message: 'cari kenalan di bali itu mudah, cari teman itu susah.'

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