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Subject: Re: we need to stop doing that....


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Date Posted: 16:19:55 01/18/04 Sun
In reply to: Kyo and Falcon 's message, "Re: we need to stop doing that...." on 16:00:56 01/17/04 Sat

~*~*you saw or heard nothing for a long time, and then it slowly drifted down from the dark/light barrier and perched just below its boundary. then it began to feed on something in the air- and you began to feel a bit different. Trowa fealt it first, as all of his happy memories with Harmony were pushed to the back of his mind and the bad ones came forward.*~*~

you think you love the woman? you should know better- if all of your memories are bad ones, and over shadow the good ones. you know it in your heart that you do not love her- that you are using her for your boyish pleasures.... you know very well that she is young and thinks she is in love- and even she knows that she will eventually find somebody better, who can provide for her and care for her. you both know it- you are not meant to be....... so, what have you to say for yourself? you make her suffer for your pleasures, make her deal with you, and even hurt her- emotionally and physically. this is not love- it never will be.

~*~*Ranor began to feel his anger welling up inside him, until it becam a need to kill anything nearby.*~*~

you have great anger within you---- a need to release the anger you feel towards yourself, and you know that killing yourself will not help these feelings as they will travel with you to the after life...... you seek a way to make yourself feel better...... well, what better way than to destroy your present to make amends for the past? that is what you are thinking- i can read you like a book. you want to kill those close to you. well, go ahead- they never did anything for you....... yelling at you every time you do something slightly wrong, beating you over the head when you try to drown your sorrows, laughing at you behind your back..... this is your chance, you are stronger than they are- so why not? take your revenge.

~*~*Ranor fealt a strong power growing inside him, and then lost all sense of sanity. the urge to kill slowly took him over. Kiel'Lora fealt a saddening thought setting into her mind, though because of her empathic abilities, it did not take effect. the bird did not seem to realize this.*~*~

you know what you have done wrong.... you were responsible for the suffering of the spirits, and those who lived with you. your mother hates you, tries to kill you, then destroys your guardian. what did your poor guardian go through for you? only to be slaughtered by your family- struk down in her prime..... and then you make things worse by getting another one, who is too afrade of you to even stay in your Clan.... are you worthy of being the Clan Daughter? worthy of carrying the hopes of your people? you know better than to think that...... to think that you can amount to anything....

~*~*a suicidal thought began to float around her mind, but again would not take effect.*~*~

you have no reason left to live, you know that as well as everybody else here. i know what you are..... you are Nayra incarnate- and that is what you bring upon those that you love. do the world a favor and rid it of yourself.

~*~*Kaeyana was next, feeling a similar suicidal thought creeping into her mind.*~*~

and you- you killed your own parents. you say that it was because of that shard- but you know better. you killed them in fear that they would take the stone, use it for themselves- you, really, are nothing more than a greedy little wench of a human who is a cold blooded murderer. you would have killed them even if they had given it to you- to protect your power...... and then what was worse, you trick a pleasant boy into loving you, and then leave him to die in a mass torture complex while you run free on the surface. you never loved him- you used him, to learn how to use your powers..... you used him to get free, used him to take your place..... you may as well have killed him too. you do not deserve to live..... people like you are what cause the worlds to suffer.

~*~*lastly, Kyo and Falcon began to feel a great saddness, as well as a powerful hatred for one another.*~*~

and you two- you killed an entire world of innocent people in order to get free. how can you live with yourselves? knowing what you did? you went against destiny- you went against that which the Spirits planned for you..... and now, you know in your hearts that everything you do now is wrong. you were meant to be lowly slaves- that is what you were born to be, you know that very well. you are on borrowed time, because hundreds of others are dead. all that you have left to do for the finishing touch...... only one of you can come out on top.... one of you is now destined to die....... so, which of you is the stronger?

~*~*those that had been taken by the unnatural feelings were unable to shake them, as they began to be manipulated by what was going on in their heads. nobody quite realized what was going on..... its test was to see what would happen if everybody was turned against everybody else.... you were failing, quite badly- as you were already unable to stop what it had put into your mind.*~*~

you all deserve to die.... what have you to say for yourselves?

~*~*it vanished again into the shadows above you.*~*~

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