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Subject: Why do I want to die


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whats happening to me
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Date Posted: 04:41:41 05/14/06 Sun

Im 34 and a single mom of 3 Ive been raising my kids on my own and have not been the best at it. I misjudged a man I dated who sexually abused my at the time 11 yr old daughter. The kids dad walked away without looking back or any help. My kids suffer and its my fault they dont have the best in the world, they dont have a dad, my daughter hates mme cause Im so conscious of her going out and scared that something will happen to her that I dont let her go out. My mom shoot Im never good enough for her everything I do is wrong. The past month I dont know Ive felt like everything and everyone would be better off if I wasnt around. Its got to where I dont want to even get up and do anything anymore like Ill just screw it up anyway, I have constant headaches. My kids would be better off without me. Why do I feel this way? I never used to feel this way but its got to where its a constant thought I see a steep Mtn and think It would be easy to just drive off it. I shave my legs and wonder if the blade would cut deep enough These thoughts are overpowering me I cry and again I think of how much simplier and better everyone else would be without me

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