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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

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A

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Date Posted: 12:42:42 09/01/04 Wed
In reply to: pat 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 07:42:47 02/04/04 Wed

>>There is nothing to live for. I want to die but I'm
>even too chicken to do it. I tried to die in a car
>crash but I didn't even get hurt bad. I hate my life,
>Help me die

life sucks. the one i love left me after a year and a half i feel useless and i don`t care if i die or not, fuck the world but most importantly fuck myself "can`t leave me out".

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Author: A [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 12:44:16 09/01/04 Wed is there anything worth living for?

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Gary
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Date Posted: 11:49:03 09/08/04 Wed

No. Life is an endless scene of lost hopes and dreams that will never come true. My life was so horrible this summer that I tried slitting my wrists. I never cut deep enough. I tried like 10 times and the sad thing was that I really enjoyed watching it bleed. People constantly tell me that things are going to get better, I tell them I don't believe them but they assure me. Things always just get worse and worse and when you feel like dying you think it can't get any worse but it definitely does. I just left for college which is supposed to be a great time in a person's life and for some odd reason I thought moving away might actually make life better. But you can't leave pain and like always it is just getting worse. I haven't tried to kill myself in a long time and I don't intend to. But even though I don't believe in god I still pray that he will kill me in a way where I don't have to do it. I am here so lonely and depressed and not one person in the whole world cares and that is the truth. My mom just told me that I am not welcome to come home because she says I have been lying about my life. Hello, I am a fucking teenager, that is what we do, we lie and it is normal. And my dad just told me that he should've yelled at me more this summer when I was acting weird. So the people who make me want to kill myself are telling me that I have ruined their lives. It is weird because I know that if I died there would be a lot of people at my funeral crying but then why does nobody care that I seriously want to kill myself. My parents say don't do anything stupid to hurt yourself. That disgusts me. They should be telling me that they love me and that they are proud of me. Instead they tell me that I am shit head and that I shouldn't hurt myself. What fucking assholes they are. Sorry I am getting off subject. I just want to fucking die and that is the point. I think about the future and all that lies ahead is more pain and sorrow and I am sick of it.