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Subject: Re: I want to die now~~

Author:
Nancy

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Date Posted: 13:05:54 09/23/04 Thu
In reply to: Gary 's message, "Re: I want to die now~~" on 13:03:19 09/08/04 Wed

>I hate when people say they care. No body cares at
>all. If they cared they would take the time and feel
>the sorrow while you were still here. People always
>pretend to care after you are gone but that is just a
>meaningless pile of shit. Parents are supposed to care
>for their children no matter what age. I am 18 and a
>pretty good kid. I'm going to college and I am running
>Track for the University. So I would say I have done
>pretty good for myself but my parents tell me that I
>am not welcome in their home. I just recently told
>them how lonely and depressed I am again. They know
>that I have tried to slit my wrists, I did it right in
>front of them with glass but it is harder than it
>looks or sounds. I have tried many times but never
>succeed. I am just saying that the people I thought
>cared about me the most I realize don't give a shit
>about me. They know I want to die but they tell I
>disgust them because I lied to them. Not big lies
>even. Little lies like about a girlfriend or
>drinking. Normal kid lies. Anyway the more love I
>need, the more I am told to fuck off and it hurts way
>to fucking bad to have no one care about me. I know I
>can't kill myself but I really wish I could die.
>Thank you for listening.

Hi, Gary. I want to commend you for going to college and being a disciplined athelete besides. You have so much potential, and I hope that you can be one of the few gems of this Earth that dare to shine in spite of the negativity that permeates our environment. I am sad that your parents have shut you out of their lives. It sounds like they forgot the little boy who they conceived and brought up. You slitting your wrists in front of them was a huge shock and probably incredibly horrible for them to watch; but if you did that, you probably wanted to give them a wakeup call--"notice me, damn it, I am still here. Don't you care about me? Aren't you proud of the person I am? Don't my successes mean anything to you?" And so on. Gary, we have to love ourselves as best we can in spite of the pain. The best revenge in the world is to live a happy life. You have power within yourself to be strong. Don't let others take that power away from you. (((hug)))

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Author:
marsha
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Date Posted: 00:42:36 10/08/04 Fri

I know how all of you feel, its hard living with depression and feeling like there is nothing better out there and the only other option is the end of all suffering which is death. I know that feelings we all have when we are like this is dispair, some dont have any feeling at all and thats why they want to end it, I have been through all this as well, there is a light at the end of this tunnel, we cant do anything but look up from here because it cant get any lower right,just reach out to someone and keep reaching until someone grabs your hand, youve come thus far and have reached out by typing your message right, well im reaching back, grab my hand and let me help you. email me mshaw3893@yahoo.com, i will do what i can to help you. im a great listener if thats all you need.
You are a great person Gary, Dont give up, we are here for you.
marsha