Author:
chuck
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Date Posted: 14:04:41 10/28/04 Thu
>My daughters father killed himself recently... Cant
>say i blame him.. All it takes is that Gut nerve to
>do it...
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>Only thing now is .... How do I make my little girl
>understand...
You Don't!
Your just haveing a bad time in your life! I know your thinking ok! Shur! You dont know ****! But I do! I have lived with all kinds of **** all my life! You think you got nothing? I got no family, freinds, money,job, drivers licence,car or life? When I go shopping for food pepole look at me like Iam a freek! You don't have to make your little girl understand anything, but the fact that mommy love's her, and will always be there for her!You have more to live for than alot of us! If you have a child you should never give up on life! Your girls need you more now than ever! You have to be strong and BE THERE for them. Some day you will go to your husbands grave with your girls and maybe your grandchildren and you will see that living was the right thing to do, you will think to yourself "wow think of all I would have missed?" As the guy in the movie PAY IT FORWARD said to the woman about to jump off the bridge," Ok then you save my life!" Do you know what he was trying to say? This is it------ My life is ****. I f***** it all up! But if I can save you, If I can turn it around for you, If I can make you see what YOUR life is worth, Then maybe, just maybe Mine will not be a total waste!!
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