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Subject: I want to die


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Date Posted: 21:40:42 02/24/05 Thu

I feel i want to die. I go to bed everynight hoping i dont have to wake up to this horrible world again. But i am a buddhist and i know that dying in not the end. I hate what i am doing every single day. I dont know why i forced myself to do it thought.

I hate when people tells me that they care and they understand what i am going through cause they dont. I want to die but i am afraid to hurt the people who loves me, although sometimes they are the people who hurt me most. however, i dont have enough strength to go on living for them.

Everyday is a struggle for me. I am so tired. I dont know how long this has to go on. I wish i can just vanish from the world.

Is there anyone out there who could really understand what i am going through?

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