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. Eblis Impurity .
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Date Posted: 17:34:44 03/12/02 Tue
[ Did you know I hurt myself today? I wish I could do it. My mother died so long ago, and now, my siblings are gone to the ash. The story still stings my heart...maybe I should do the same. Shall I hurt myself today? ]
[ I burned myself today,
It didn’t hurt much,
I just held it over the flame,
I burned myself today.
I cut myself today,
The knife wasn’t really sharp,
The blood trickled down,
I cut myself today.
I hate myself today,
The words were taunting me,
They never went away,
I hate myself today.
I went away today,
Never to return,
I went away to a far land,
I went away today.
I hung myself today,
Nothing seemed out of ordinary,
It’s so much better here.
I killed myself today.
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[ Ha, what a thought...I killed myself today, oh, it seems so true. ]
[ I’m in a cave,
I hear the cry,
I see the eagle above me,
But I close my eyes,
And block out the sound,
I see nothing,
I wish for nothing,
There is nothing.
Who cares if I go away,
Never to return…
No one should care about someone
That never even came,
And so I’m invisible,
You can’t see me…
I’m here in my lonesome cave,
Don’t try to come near me.
I’m fine in here, really
I’ll leave soon enough,
Don’t worry, really, I’ll be fine
There’s nothin’ here but me,
And my little knife.
Don’t worry mum, you can’t see me,
I’m invisible. ]
[ Ha, and they say you came to save us?
Where are you now?
I’ve got a knife in my fist,
And you're nowhere near.
Ha, they say your watching me,
Don’t you see this rope?
And to think I prayed to you,
And you gave me hope?
Ha, to think you can see me here,
I’m invisible with my soul,
There’s nothing here but me,
And my mind,
So there’s nothing to fear.
So, you can’t read my thoughts?
You can’t even see me.
Who cares if I want to die.
You won't be there to greet me.
Who gives a darn if I’m gone tomorrow,
Wait, let’s make it today…
Who cares if I even slit myself,
Who cares if I even slay?
Ha, like you could cry for my soul…
And I thought I could trust you,
You were my only hope…
But I realized,
You’re not real,
Or am I just alone? ]
[ The thought was so breathtaking, I had to right it down. Though I may be young...I know the pain that I shall recieve when I die...not so long from now. Save me. ]
[ Ridicule me, why don’t you?
Why don’t you burn me.
Might as well be dead by now,
C’mon, hurt me!
I’ve got your weapon right here,
You see it, look!
It’s my heart, strangle me with it…
Leave me without a hope.
Don’t you see what’s happening,
I’m dying in your eyes,
And you look down, and wander the earth,
And you cannot see me cry,
When I poke the knife in my arm,
And the blood stains my skin,
You can’t even see me,
Want me to do it again?
I’ve got a new weapon now,
And only you can use it.
Puncture my heart, and strangle me,
Drown me in its essence.
I’ve nothing left to live for,
Kill me while you can,
I’m ready, can’t you see it?
I’m ready to die again…
To drown in my tears. ]
[ Save me. Help me. Torton Qui. Help Me. Burn Me. Leave Me. Strangle Me. Guard Me. Abbandon me. Your choice, really. ]
--[Name]--
| . Eblis Impurity . |
(The Impurity of The Devil)
--[Breed]--
| . I am A Mixture. Unpure. |
(Shadow Dragoness X Cloud Dragon)
--[Gender]--
| . I am a lonely male, seek me . |
(A Male without hope.)
--[Colored]--
| . I am stained a gruesome color, look at it. Retch . |
(I be a darkened bronze, my wings the color of satin)
--[The Calling]--
| . If I were a light, would I kill myself today? . |
(I would think not. So therefore, I am a lonely dark...in need of a family, or just a miracle.)
[ Save me. Save my soul! I beg of you...don't leave me here to die ]
((OOC: Well, he's quite saddening!))
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