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Subject: A Breath where I've never breathed before

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Nicole H

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Date Posted: 12:58:38 03/15/05 Tue

I had an OM session this morning. I don't remember the full sequence of events during it, but at one point I felt the experience of a woman giving birth. In another moment, Robert said to me "let go of your stomach."

Now this part was HUGE for me. Actually both were but I am going to explain the letting go of my stomach part for now.

I have a disease called colitis. I have tears in my colon, which contributes to pain in my stomach. I used to have no control over when I had to go to the bathroom. My life really sucked for a number of years. Having colitis has contributed to a lot of emotional, physical and financial pain for me.

What was so amazing about that moment that Robert commented about my stomach was that I got, "wait, that's where I hold everything in." All my anxiety, nervousness, excitement, pain. It all goes straight to this area of my body. It is tight, constricted. Now I have always known this, but have never FELT it. This was the breakthrough. I now see that I just walk around and automatically hold it all in there. Whoa...

Suddenly, I feel I can reach into a space where I have never gone before. Breathe into a space I have never known nor touched. It is somewhat scary and beautiful. My body feels different today.

I wonder how it will affect my colon. Will I gradually stop having pain there? I have tried so many things to stop it (the colitis). Is this "the one"?

I hope so.

Who knew this insight would come from an OM session?

* And when I have time I'll get back to the sensation of giving birth. I had another insight from that, too.

Thank you!

Love,
Nicole

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Subject	Author	Date
I feel for you...	Joanna	19:01:30 03/15/05 Tue
Ah Ha! -- dave, 10:25:35 03/16/05 Wed Well... -- Joanna, 11:02:18 03/16/05 Wed I like... -- Nicole H, 15:28:02 03/17/05 Thu