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| Subject: The Mer and Ted Show, Channel 5. Post First Glance Course (reposted) | |
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Author: Meredith |
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Date Posted: 09:40:29 03/23/05 Wed Monday morning, March 21 Zachary’s Bd is today. Wow. 15 years ago I had a baby. My god. And, today I’d love to birth another. I’m not even sure exactly what I’m birthing .the baby of financial prosperity would be really nice. A mature sexy stunning awe-evoking woman would be nice. I promised I’d journal for an hour a day about four days a week. I wonder which direction to go. What voice to use. I think that is the strangest thing about this experience is to go through so many spaces and voices and to be so aware of them. It’s really fun living here. I love the conversations with housemates and the camaraderie of the course to keep us intimate. Well, here's the fun and impact of the course.. I’m going to fuck Meredith tonight when I get home.¡¨ He announces to the room of coursework participants. He was serious. It amazes me the power of his words. When he tells me, I’m going to go down on you when you get home from work¡¨ or I’m going to fuck you when we get home tonight¡¨ it preprograms my body for pleasure. Yes, yes, yes this is why we keep our commitments ultimately, so we can enjoy the ride from the very moment the offer is made. I understand the power of follow through on timing, on offers and on anything, particularly having to do with my sensuality. It’s as if he’s building a relationship of trust, first with my pussy, and then with me. Ah ha! Now I see why we’ve been arguing, why I’ve been upset and why we have the up/down up/down .we haven’t been following through on the offers we make to each other And, now I find myself more open and trusting today than I have been in a long time because he’s following through with the offers of pleasure he’s making on my pleasure. Fascinating. And, I am filled with love to write little notes and do lots of special stuff for him! I love him! Obvious, yes, intellectually, but now it’s kinesethic and showing up in my orgasm. Wanna hear about it? I gotta share ehehehhe heheheheh So, here’s the scoop We get home from the course although we just moved into the house our the stereo is set up with the speakers perfectly aimed at our queen sized white comforter covered bed. I am excited I feel the enthusiasm and energy of our time together at burning man (where we got married) as I feel the bass line of the music pump through my body causing me to gyrate, feel nasty, raunchy, sexy and dirty the porn star, the slut, the girl that just wants to get fucked and fucked and fucked is let out to play. Thank God, what a relief it is to feel this freedom to be this way without an audience, without a show, with just the music percolating within me I am free --- the single woman, confident and strong who started out in this relationship has returned and I am ready to fuck, suck, love, cuddle, walk, talk, scream (in ecstasy that is..) and have it all, together, for each other. Union, communion. I never imagined it would be this fun. He’s amazing you know. And, God he can make me come! (For a moment, the cursor flickers and I pause do I really want to let them¡¨ know how much he really makes me come? Isn’t there some way it’s me but really truly, it’s him who is giving me this amazing ecstasy. My orgasm shifted through the workshop today. Up until now it’s been contract, cry, scream, no no no, it hurts fast fast fast, stop stop stop, pushing pushing, pressure and then a massive contraction with my sacrum contracting no and then a huge release to yes as come thrashes out of me like a raging river. (It’s no wonder I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster.) I see how our lives have patterned my orgasm .tension, tension, tension, tension, tension, fast fast fast fast fast fast, stop, no, yes, no, yes, no, no, no, stop, no no .oh YES. the tension runs to my jaw, clenches my teeth with relief. Ok, let’s break for a moment. That was the orgasm of the past. We’re in a whole new game now. This the slow pleasurable game of baseball it goes like this Lots of set up planning, inviting, talking, sharing, preparing, music, lighting, pussy flaring, sexy, wow, yeah, uooooo bass beats, he feeling me hands caressing everywhere slowly, repeatly, moving me, slowly, up, then down and up and wow and oh my god it’s feeling so good, it’s all so easy when we go up slowly ahhh ahh, uooo a break .he took a break ah I breathe .woah. woah. Gratitude felt in his embrace. Flash forward to the moments before it’s almost over My whole body is alive, I feel the cells, moving back and fourth, I am in constantly motion like thousands and thousands of fireflies flowing in me .they all get the signal as he says push through your pussy it’s all most as if they all have little voices come on, come on, everybody it’s time for the big show it’s like they’re little flying George Jetson ships holding cells of me each with their own voice ..in a high pitched chipmunk voice they each shout ¡¨hey, he’s calling us down there is time for the big time the bases are loaded ¡¨ I am still and relaxed and it feels like there is the city night life of a New York City Street parade of lights after a huge liberation concert it’s like Woodstock in the middle of a city of lights on a fresh, cool New York City Night .(is this what Barry Manilow meant when he said it’s the New York City Rhythm running through us ???) By now my body is writhing, flowing, growing, igniting, they are all flying, rushing, running to my pussy oh my god, there is so much and it is so easy, my body is this container for this huge experience and there is no muscle skeletal movement but all the cells it’s all happening there they have all taken up the race and it’s like the my body is the jar of solidness containing all the fireflies dancing, flying oh my god So, then, again, he says it more PUSH OUT YOUR PUSSY> OH MY GOD>>> OH MY GOD woah, it’s fireworks, it’s it’s it’s what is happening, I’ve never felt like this before, I am totally out of control, but it’s easy, it’s fun oh my god, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah all the energy is now in the triangle of my pussy, between my thighs it’s all if the map of the city lights is now all dark just the peace of a calm Wisconsin lake at night --- clear glass, no ripples I feel that for a moment and I sense something new how is it that in the middle of what I just felt as fireworks, as anticipation of the potential home run with all the bases loads, is now just a second later, this amazing nothingness I sit in that for a moment and realize that this is so eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssyyyyyyyyy easy ease ease easy. Oh, this is what happens when you go up up up slowly, with the foundation of the bread and butter strokes, with patience . PUSH OUT YOUR PUSSY>>>>>> Again, oh my god!!! AHHHAHAHAHAH!! I’m feeling it again, woah, woah woah woah, woah, how is this possible what is happening oh my god, this is the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced it’s so easy, it’s so fun, oh my god, he’s my number one oh yes, oh yes oh my god, I’m saying yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes .AHNHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH The crowd cheers, the stadium roars, everyone is jumping for joy, it’s the home run of the season that takes the world series and brought everyone home oh my god, what a game, what a pitch, what a follow through, wowowowowoow, all the cells the little fans in the stadium of my body are happy and laughing, she did it she did it she did it she did it she yeah yeah she pushed us out through our pussy yeah yeah . Woah. I collapse. It’s like there are fireflies all around the room beaming, radiant, happy, flying, free all over me, circling me, like they’ve been waiting centuries to be free and be released from my body I laugh, and laugh and laugh, oh my god, oh my god, I can’t stop laughing, he’s laughing, we’re laughing, and laughing, it’s hysterical, it’s ahhhhhh, I mean oh my god that was amazing that was so so fun and exciting and ah and oh and can you believe that ahhh .that was the funniest joke or something or what was that Ahhhhh I’m laughing, my cheeks are pushing up against my eyes ahhhh this is hysterical We are so connected inside, That’s Ted. He’s the love of my life. Clearly, we’re winning. Thank you for helping us get back in the flow. And, yes, this is THE MER AND TED SHOW! And it’s a damn good one. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
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