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Date Posted: 13:00:55 05/04/05 Wed In reply to: Dawn 's message, "Kristen" on 23:28:30 05/03/05 Tue Dear Dawn, I am sitting here reading what you wrote and it brings me to tears. I feel really really touched. I have spent a while feeling really on the outside. I know i create it. Even have a good friend who moved in at Brisbane and i cannot even return her calls because i am so envious of her. I feel really stuck in my life. And i am seeing the intense stubbornness of my nature. I even started a blog of my own to post all my journals, every one i ever wrote and there are like 25 or so. And i feel like i cant post them here because they are too racy, too not appropriate. Too much about my problems and my unhappiness. If you want to read more go to my site, i desperately want to share and i feel like it is not welcome here, like none of me is welcome here and i know also that this is me choosing to believe lies and stay small and i am not sure when the resistance to grow will be too painful to let go. My heart hurts alot and it does not help one iota to know i am in charge, creating the suffering. www.blogger.com user n ame: kristenleighstar and password: vipassana Also thank you to Chris - i have not met you. Thank you very much. I just need to take a break for a while i guess. I have a dream though of moving back to Brisbane and it is with me daily. My astrologist said that i would but that it would not be until i did certain healing that would take another year and a half....i trust her alot. Thank you so much. I am grateful for all that was stirred up in me in my year in Brisbane. I was living far less consciously and I was given very precious insight from my friends there that has shown me I have much to learn. Mostly in the area of humility and self love.... Caitlin, i love you so much. :) YOu are just as much a gift to me as I too you. if you only knew! Kristen Kristen [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |
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| Meredith extending love to Kristin | Meredith | 11:43:33 05/05/05 Thu |
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