Suz -- Welcome to the II Chatboard

[ Show ]

Support VoyForums

[ Shrink ]

VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

[ Login ] [ Contact Forum Admin ] [ Main index ] [ Post a new message ] [ Search | Check update time | Archives: 1, [2], 3, 4 ]

Subject: Suz

Author:
KB

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Date Posted: 17:01:21 01/25/05 Tue
In reply to: suz 's message, "our conversation...." on 10:41:47 01/25/05 Tue

Hi there mirror friend sister accomplice and fellow determined to be liberated woman!

God, our conversation today infused me with energy. I was SO tired when you called, and really about to fall asleep on the couch watching Charlotte's Web with little Hailey. And when i hung up with you i felt like running a few miles. High.

The addition of you to my life is so valuable. In the game of life you are a high priced commodity for me. Like I discovered when I let my girlfriend M. come in, after so much resistance, so much judgement, so much pretending, false pretenses, cordialities. I let her in and boom, she was the most important branch in my recovery I had yet encountered! She was walking the same path.

I really feel how crucial we are to each other actually and to our own success in overcoming the demons that lie in front of us/inside of us, the ones we created to defeat. We can help each other. Who would think i would make real friends with a woman and have her on my side?!

I already told you but really, reading your latest journal entry was like finding someone who not only speaks the same language as I do, after I had been living on a desert island amongst a bunch of people speaking swahili,...but also like discovering someone who was sitting in front of me for months! who i did not see. And seeing now that she and i are on the path, she is so close to me, as if side by side sometimes arms linked other times ahead of one another uncovering various potholes, and distractions leading us off the yellow brick road, giving warnings to one another to support one another in safe travels, seeing eachother finding the loopholes to get the quick fixes we so desperately want, learning from eachother's mistakes.

Also finding little pots of gold at the end of miniature rainbows, the pots of jewels along the way that will have us continue in health and love and the little hints and tricks back to sanity or in avoidance of that insanity numbed out space suit for a body location we so truly despise yet so actively and avidly go toward!

I just plain love you. And of course, i am scared to be close to you. Thank you for reaching out to me. Thank you for writing. Please keep doing it. For me you are part of my lifeline.

You make my life better.

K

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]