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Subject: Assimilation

Author:
Sean Wensel

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Date Posted: 12:15:23 01/30/05 Sun

I'm attempting to assimilate all the information, emotion and sensation I've recieved in the past few days. A whole new world of sexuality and sensuality has opened up for me. I want to say I'm free, but I don't think I'm quite free yet.

It's all so interconnected. Everything I experience is meant to be. A new found love for life is developing inside me. I'm dropping more and more into my body, and smoothing myself out. Releasing, moving stagnant energy. Balancing myself. Life is just wonderful. Sometimes I just get too caught up in it, and I forget about it's essence, divine presence and spituality.

I just broke down crying. I realized something. Deep down, I'm really sad. That's what I've been holding, that's why my heart hurts. That's why I have blockages in my energy field. I was so convinced that being positive and happy was the only way, I didn't feel my deep, buried feelings. I think to myself, where are these feelings coming from? But I know, it's from myself. I've been asking myself to not feel my own life.

As I'm acknowledging that part of me is sad I'm freeing up my true self. My fingers and body are tingling and have so much more sensation than I'm used to.

I have so much to give to the world and my biggest obstacle to just to feel and acknowledge myself. Acknowledge that I've been hurt in the past, acknowledge that part of me is sad, and acknowledge how powerful I can be. Thank you everyone.

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Replies:

Subject	Author	Date
That moment...	Nicole	10:24:09 02/01/05 Tue

wow	allyson	13:47:28 02/01/05 Tue
Muchas gracias -- Sean Wensel, 14:05:43 02/01/05 Tue