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Subject: What a LIFE!!!

Author:
Elana

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Date Posted: 10:23:32 06/04/04 Fri

Whew!! Life is moving FAST! It's as if I'm living in timeless time...my entire life is changing. Bill & I have jumped in FULLY with the caravan and will be moving down to Brisbane in July! Bill has resigned from his job and I've given up my life of leisure to play, live & work in community!! Whoa! That feels REALLY scarey and REALLY exciting all at the same time. I keep feeling these waves of sensation rise up in my body, often it feels like too much, I won't be able to handle it. As soon as I notice the thought, the fear, I dive back into the sensation. Honing in on the vortex. I began this practice during dates, to keep my focus and attention on each stroke, feeling the up and the down, each movement, feeling it, opening to it. Now I'm finding myself moving toward the sensation as often as I can. AND my Goddess! There is A LOT of sensation!!

I was in a yoga class a few days ago and the teacher was saying something about what happens to us when we're in the squeeze of life, when we find ourself in a tight place, a portal. He went on to say how with yoga we put our bodies in tight and uncomfortable postures and to notice what gets released while we're in those postures. Is it anger? frustration? What I'm finding these days is that I have a tremendous amount of ORGASM in my body and as soon as I'm in a tight posture or situation it emerges. While in yoga, I'm finding I can really open to it and let it wash over me...letting out a few moans here and there ;)

Other times, when I'm feeling a lot of sensation I try to stop it, thinking it's somehow inappropriate or inconvenient. Then what happens is I start to get angry ~ all my judgments knocking against this huge wave of sensation creating a wall of fury.

Learning to allow myself to feel it ALL, that's what I'm practicing.

I had no idea how life altering the experience with all of you was going to be. Thank you for making it so easy for me to open and be all of myself.

I LOVE YOU!!!!

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What A Life	DJ	15:05:18 06/08/04 Tue