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Subject: Lay your kepi on me...

Author:
Rock

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Date Posted: 15:01:40 07/07/04 Wed

The other morning I was woken by my biological clock alarm � as soon as my eyes opened I recognized the uncomfortable state I was in, namely the state of anxiety, fear, sadness and absolute panic. I might add the disclaimer of PMS � which seems to create this state - once a month in me - without fail. So, I jumped out of bed and went into the kitchen where I found my fellow housemate. I expressed my sadness through tears - and she comforted me graciously. Moments later � another housemate came upstairs, she too was crying � hers over a different agenda. She asked for a hug and we both gave it to her with open arms. Sensing she needed more - I said to her �you want to go into my bed and cuddle?� With enthusiasm she said �YES�. As I got into my bed I said �Come here sweetie and lay your kepi on me� (Something my grandmother always would tell me when I was sad). As I held her closely in my arms, I felt my love and her sadness ease. We both felt better.

What I realized in that moment was that what I really wanted was someone to give my love to � a soft, gentle place for my love and nurturing character to land. I didn�t necessary need to have a baby to have that need in me fulfilled.

When you live in community you can play any character you want: the moma, sista, lov�a, girlfriend, best friend, baby, auntie and anything else your little heart desires. There is always someone in need of your kind of love. It is just a matter of giving yourself and the gifts your offer to others freely.

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Subject	Author	Date
Got that right....	Robert	16:31:12 07/07/04 Wed