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Date Posted: 23:41:41 09/04/07 Tue
Author: gem
Author Host/IP: NoHost / 71.30.250.63
Subject: Depression:

It grips me in it's hold even with the meds.
It torments me and makes me feel like an idiot.
It makes me blue--and it hurts, physically and
mentall, and spiritually.

No one in the world, can know my torment, when
my mind won't turn off--when people stand there,
and laugh at me, and just call me "nuts."
When no one offers a kind word--or if they offer
any words at all?

They sometimes, ignore me--which only makes it
worse for me.

They all--consider me a nut.

They all hate me, sometimes and I never know why?
They hate me, cause I'm sensitive and I care about
others, but no one cares about me.

Family is round me, and sometimes, even they--hurt
me, without trying to.

What I'm saying is--I wanted to be normal, but I'm
not. I'm cursed with a disease that, holds me in a vice
like grip.

I don't care what people say---there's no going back for me.

I'm in my late 40's, and I've been living with this disease
since I was little, --yet no one knew it and I didn't know
what to call it either.

There's no end, to the mental pain, sometimes, and I can't
tell anyone anything, and no one cares.

Gem

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