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Date Posted: 21:23:08 05/07/07 Mon
Author: Sandy
Author Host/IP: 75-138-107-084.dhcp.hckr.nc.charter.com / 75.138.107.84
Subject: Scott is coming to visit

And this time he actually has his ticket. He'll be here from May 17th until the 21st. He'll get to spend time with Matt and Bill while he's here and see the rest of my family too. Matt's looking forward to it. He and Scott always got along pretty good.

I'm not really looking to get myself into anything but there's no reason we can't be friends and spend time together from time to time since we do have a history.

As far as relationships go, I'm not good at them. For whatever reason they always end badly. And I've been let down and disappointed enough that I don't open up to people. I can't let people close to me. It's easier to be here alone and not rely on anyone to care because when I do that I get let down and hurt. So I keep people at arms length, even friends. I don't reach out or make much effort with anyone, even my family. I'm at home by myself a lot. I don't want to feel like I need anyone. And yeah, sometimes it's lonely but it's better than being hurt.

Anyway, I got off the subject I guess. Scott will visit us and hopefully we'll have a good time. We've talked a lot about what went wrong and leaving all that in the past. And we've discussed the fact that he was fed misleading information by some of the people I thought were my friends on the other board. They set out to smear me and they did a damn good job. I never did figure out why they turned on me. Sometimes that really bothers me but it reinforces my determination not to be close to anyone.

Well, this place is really quiet and I know I'm not around much. We can open it up if you guys want but then some might not feel safe. Since I'm not here that much you guys can decide between yourselves.

Hugs,
Sandy

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