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Date Posted: 20:24:53 01/30/07 Tue
Author: Richard
Author Host/IP: adsl-75-46-233-251.dsl.sfldmi.sbcglobal.net / 75.46.233.251
Subject: Sleep / depression & a nice brief story

Hitting a dear at high speed on my bicycle, being rescued, having a over worked rushed emergency room nurse carelessly access my med port and introduce a bug thus needing my med port removed after having for four years, and maybe not having any use large chest vein to put new one, allergy to dressing tape spreading to both arms, and son trouble… yesterday at about 8:00 p.m. I started sleeping. I would get up, do what I had to do, get up and eat a nutritional tasty mini meal that is quick and easy to make, and back to bed. I did this the rest of the night and through out today until I went to see my part time therapist. It is about a 25 minute trip. On one part of the drive I started to relive the accident, every second of it. When I got to the point of the oncoming park police vehicle and the headlights came over the hill and on top of me, I almost had tears in my eyes. Then on the freeway part of the trip, I started to be thankful for my therapist. “Thank you my God for her support.” I again almost had tears in my eyes.

I gave myself permission to sleep away. That was good… good medicine for depression… much better than seeking unhealthy ways of escape. I forced myself to make a whole nutrition meal an hour or so before leaving for therapy. Enough time let pouch fill a few times and not be a bother at therapy and to take another short nap before leaving.

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A little bit ago, I order two Microsoft Wireless mouses via Amazon (Internet). I thought I was getting small ones like the one I have now and use with my computer notebook / laptop. What I got was large ones that have a software cd and is programmable. When I opened the package and saw how larger they I exclaimed to myself, “Jeez, look how large they are, I’ll have to send them back.” Then, I thought, wait until you get a chance to check one out. So a day later, just an hour ago, I installed the software and tried the mouse out. I like it much. I can program the speeds, the sensitivity, and what the three buttons can do. That is much nice cool. The mouse if very sensitive, which works great for doing my web art work that I do. Sometimes, I just need to be patient and check things out.

I want to thank you all for your support below with my son. I really do not think it is a personality thing. It is a taught thing. It is a horrible story. I do not use the word ‘horrible’ lightly or any of the negative words and terms I use when describing my sons and the monster abusers in their childhood and young adulthood. I might write about it later… only might though. My son is on the road of recovery though his own initiative, which is of course necessary to be on the road of recovery. I am so blessed. I can enjoy even the small things even when at first it doesn't seem to be. So cool!

Hugs & Luv,
RICHARD

Back to sleep- <img src="http://www.richarddw.net/faces/nightnight.gif" align="absmiddle">

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