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Date Posted: 14:43:18 11/19/06 Sun
Author: Sarah
Author Host/IP: 24-180-81-45.dhcp.bycy.mi.charter.com / 24.180.81.45
Subject: From the Reed Family (painful)

My mom attempted suicide on October 25th. She lived, and has spent the last month in the hospital and partial program. Her doctor took her meds down to nothing, and started over with a chemotherapy approach. She was discharged Friday, and attempted again Saturday after the game. She is now in a long term facility near Detroit. My mom used this site for years, and on the keyboard was the lyrics of a song by Christina Aguilera song that was dedicated to a guy named David. She asked that i post this song to him. I don't know what it all means, but it seemed really important to mom.

"Hurt"

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If I only knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you, but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide cause it's you I miss
You know its so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
Theres nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since youve been away.

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you, for everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself.

By hurting you.



I remember Dave when I was little, and now that I am 18, I realize what that was all about. My dad doesn't need to know any of this, so the family asks that no one try to contact my mom for a long while. She will be in the hospital for quite some time. She was raped when she was in the hospital the first time, and it has destroyed her. I don't know if Mom will ever come back mentally. So please know how much this site has meant to her over the years, and know that we as a family, will do the best we can to bring her back. I am just posting because it seemed very important to get this message to Dave.

Sarah

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