He let out a heavy sigh and shook his head- disagreeing with her, bending his arm back up to support his headas he stared down at the space between them. It wasn;t that she wasn;t making him happy... its just that he didn;t know how to deal with all this in real life. "I just don;t have a clue what I'm doing... and nothing I do is ever good enough... I feel like I'll never be good enough Ash." His voice was low while he spoke, a private murmer that was meant only for her ears. -- Marcus' Apatment

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Date Posted: 13:30:43 09/17/05 Sat
Author: Marc
Subject: He let out a heavy sigh and shook his head- disagreeing with her, bending his arm back up to support his headas he stared down at the space between them. It wasn;t that she wasn;t making him happy... its just that he didn;t know how to deal with all this in real life. "I just don;t have a clue what I'm doing... and nothing I do is ever good enough... I feel like I'll never be good enough Ash." His voice was low while he spoke, a private murmer that was meant only for her ears.
In reply to: Ashley 's message, "You tell me that you love me so
You tell me that you care
But baby when I need you most...
Your never there " on 09:31:22 09/15/05 Thu

>It had been a long couple of months, since Marcus had
>taken on this big new case with Nikita he had been
>completely enthralled with it - spending all his time
>at the station. Some nights he wouldn't come home at
>all and others he would crawl into bed at three a.m.
>giving her a kiss to her cheek before he crashed. She
>was trying to be ok with it but it was starting to get
>more and more difficult, especially with Jessie always
>asking for her daddy constantly. He had always gone to
>the doctors appointments with her, always held
>Jessie's hands but the last one he missed because he
>had some 'research' to do. A soft sigh escaped her
>lips as she tucked the little girl into bed and then
>headed out into the living room. If he wasn't home
>within the hour, she was calling someone to babysit
>while she went out. This was getting ridiculous.

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She shrugged a touch, biting her lip absently as she thought all this over. It seemed surreal - they were supposed to be happy and good together. Absently, she pushed the pup away before she let out a slow breath. "I didn't think you were doing so bad..." She spoke softly, in the same tone he was. It was a private conversation between the two of them and so emotional. "I just..I don't know if you want this kind of life..." It didn't seem like he did, he wanted something more action filled, less drama and less responsibility. (NT) -- Ash, 20:39:05 09/17/05 Sat