He sighed again and rested his head against his arm, closing his eyes a moment. He wasn't sure either... he just didn;t know if he was compatable witht his sort of life- it didn;t actually seem like a choice that was upto him to make. "I love you both... can;t imagine not coming home to you... " But he missed parts of his old life... and all this responsibility was wieghing him down, pulling him down and he didn;t know how to handle it. -- Marcus' Apatment

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Date Posted: 07:05:45 09/18/05 Sun
Author: Marc
Subject: He sighed again and rested his head against his arm, closing his eyes a moment. He wasn't sure either... he just didn;t know if he was compatable witht his sort of life- it didn;t actually seem like a choice that was upto him to make. "I love you both... can;t imagine not coming home to you... " But he missed parts of his old life... and all this responsibility was wieghing him down, pulling him down and he didn;t know how to handle it.
In reply to: Ashley 's message, "You tell me that you love me so
You tell me that you care
But baby when I need you most...
Your never there " on 09:31:22 09/15/05 Thu

>It had been a long couple of months, since Marcus had
>taken on this big new case with Nikita he had been
>completely enthralled with it - spending all his time
>at the station. Some nights he wouldn't come home at
>all and others he would crawl into bed at three a.m.
>giving her a kiss to her cheek before he crashed. She
>was trying to be ok with it but it was starting to get
>more and more difficult, especially with Jessie always
>asking for her daddy constantly. He had always gone to
>the doctors appointments with her, always held
>Jessie's hands but the last one he missed because he
>had some 'research' to do. A soft sigh escaped her
>lips as she tucked the little girl into bed and then
>headed out into the living room. If he wasn't home
>within the hour, she was calling someone to babysit
>while she went out. This was getting ridiculous.

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She smiled slightly but the expression was a little bittersweet. "Yeah but..." She let out a soft breath, thinking over her words before she spoke them. "Your life doesn't exactly cater to 'coming home' to anyone." She stated, biting her lower lip for a second as she thought about Nikita. She hadn't planned on him coming home and then them having a 'break up' speech but it seemed that the conversation was taking that turn. It was hard but somethings just had to be brought out into the open. (NT) -- Ash, 14:45:52 09/18/05 Sun