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Jin
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Date Posted: 10:00:15 10/14/02 Mon
In reply to:
Zion
's message, "Inner Death" on 11:01:08 10/10/02 Thu
Jin doesn't really notice the change of subject and continues with the flow of conversation that Zion was going for.
The question is deep, though. He feels it deep within his heart. He tries hard to look deep within himself for the strenght to explain the mixed emotion to his brother.
"It's...it's hard to explain really."
His right hand balls into a fist and slowly passes over the area of his heart, a sigh flows out of his soul, then became audible to Zion's ears when it came from his being, his arm begins to lower slowly as he continues speaking.
"His conciosness died, so it's fully me now...yet I have a mix of his personality and mine...so many new emotions flow in me now...hate, vengeful desires, the desire of power...so many different emotions, it's literally learning how to be you all over again...learning how to express yourself again...I feel as if I was brought back to infant, learning and experimenting with everything..."
Another sigh is released from his soul, then lungs. He takes a look at Zion with sadness, his next comment making him look away.
"My first vengeful feeling came today upon your arrival...I wanted to rip you apart for sneaking up to me like that."
He looks back to Zion with a smile, confident of his next comment, and giving Zion reassurance that Jin is in control.
"But, I learned how to control such a feeling...my love for you as a brother conquered that. I have nothing to fear, as long as I'm strong, I will learn how to control and manipulate all of the new emotions that I have been blessed with, finally being a normal living creature."
He stands tall and proud. He knows deep inside that he is strong enough to handle the merge, all it takes is for Zion and everyone else to accept it and help him cope.
He looks at Zion, wanting to extend the conversation, "You seem much bigger than before, you must've trained day and night for that, huh? heh! You've become a beast, brother!" A small laugh follows this, something that Zion will most likely not be used to hear from Jin. Jin actually made a joke. Go figure, he's normal now. ^_^
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