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• She was stretched out idely on the bed, her work files spread out in front of her. She had gotten hired on by the local chapter of the FBI, in the CSI unit which was pretty intriguing work. It kept her busy while she would have been thinking on Colin, driving herself crazy. The photo's she had on the bed were pretty gruesome and for now she was done studying them. She'd head into the lab later to try some fiber traces....her thoughts were cut off by the phone ring and she leaned over, pushing the files carelessly off the bed in favor of stretching out. "Hello?" (NT) -- Lexi, 01:46:18 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Hey..." He had to clear his throat softly before speaking, and his voice was still a little rough - a combination of lack of use, he was pretty quiet these days, and just the emotion of hearing her. "It's me..." He offered, just incase she needed it, and was inwardly thankful they were just on the phone and she couldn't see him. Despite the hours of extra sleep he was getting, his eyes were still red-rimmed, lines of stress creased his young features, and his appetite hadn't returned enough for him to gain any of the much-needed weight back. (NT) -- Colin, 01:50:33 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Colin...." She sat up immediatly, her own voice immediatly choking as she heard his voice. "Baby, how are you? Are you feeling better?" She questioned immediatly, her brow furrowed. She missed him so badly it ached within her very soul at times. "I miss you..." (NT) -- Lexi, 01:54:59 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Better... Getting there..." It was almost a promise as he exhaled the words and closed his eyes softly - every moment that he wasn't thinking dark, dreary thoughts, she was on his mind. He was doing this for her, and that alone was enough to get him through everything - if only he could remember it. "I miss you too, love, so much... How are you?" (NT) -- Colin, 01:59:52 10/15/04 Fri

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• "I am alright...been busy with work, I finally got a job..." She smiled softly, drawing her knee's to her chest as she bit her lip, just thankful to hear his voice. "I didn't know if you would be able to call..." A low breath escaped her lips as she waited quietly for him to speak, she missed him so much - the bed was so lonely. (NT) -- Lexi, 02:06:37 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Good... I'm glad you're keeping busy. What are you doing?" His smile was obvious in his voice as he questioned about her job - clearly so happy for her that she had found something to do. "Yeah, I'm not really supposed to be able to call, but I've been such a good boy they thought I deserved it." (NT) -- Colin, 02:08:29 10/15/04 Fri

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• She laughed softly, shaking her head. "Well, I am glad that you are being a good boy..." She smiled softly before she spoke again, her voice soft. "Um, I am officially a fed now working the CSI unit here." She smirked a bit, her head tipped. "Just like on tv." (NT) -- Lexi, 02:10:30 10/15/04 Fri

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• "I'm trying, baby.. I'm really trying.." He murmured with a soft sigh before smiling again, a hand running slowly over his growing hair - he was dying to buzz it again, but was letting it grow out until he got out of there. "That's incredible, Bai. I told you would find something... I'm so proud of you." (NT) -- Colin, 02:15:02 10/15/04 Fri

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• "I'm proud of you too, you know that right? I love you so much Colin..." She let out a soft breaht, her eyes sliding shut as she made sure to stay strong for him. "I can't wait to see you again...you know I am never gonna let you leave the apartment." Her voice was teasing, but only half so - when she got him back she wasn't going to easily let go. (NT) -- Lexi, 02:20:42 10/15/04 Fri

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• "I love you too, baby, so much..." He let out a soft, low laugh and ran his hand down his face, dropping his head back again. "A couple more weeks, love, and then I'll be home, and you can keep me all to yourself as long as you'll have me." (NT) -- Aiden, 02:23:30 10/15/04 Fri

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• She smiled softly, twisting her fingers into the blanket for a long moment before she spoke again. "Has it been bad, Colin? I mean, have you been hurting?" She heard that it could be hard, the physial withdraw could be painful and she had been so concerned about him - every time she stopped for even a second he was on her mind and she was stressing about how he was feeling, if he was lonely if he was upset, or in pain.... (NT) -- Lexi, 02:31:13 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Not physically, not so bad... It's actually more mental than anything with cocaine addiction." He assured her gently - the painful part was feeling like he didn't even know who he was anymore, and being scared about the things that he might do or say, unable to trust himself. (NT) -- Colin, 02:36:48 10/15/04 Fri

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• She nodded a bit, sighing softly. "I can't wait to have you back home with me,..." She stated softly, letting out a low breath. "I love you..." She stated again, unable ot think of anything else except for wanting him to know how much she cared. (NT) -- Lexi, 02:45:14 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Can't wait to be back home... I love you too, baby..." He murmured gently before sighing, falling silent for a moment before speaking again - more tentatively now. "Your mom... Say hi for me?" He was worried about her parents - he knew neither of them were too fond of him these days. (NT) -- Colin, 02:50:22 10/15/04 Fri

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• She sighed in return to that, biting her lip a bit before she nodded quietly. "Yeah, baby, I will..." She murmured gently. He was right, neither one of her parents were to impressed with Colin at the moment. (NT) -- Lexi, 02:56:06 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Alright..." He sighed quietly and shited slightly in his seat - he wasn't sure what else to say to her right now. "I'll be home soon... You just stay busy and take care of yourself, alright love?" (NT) -- Colib, 03:02:51 10/15/04 Fri

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• "Yeah, thats what I have been trying to do." She smiled softly, twirling her hair around her finger. "If I don't stay busy, I think about you way to much, not that I don't think about you all the time, but its bad thinking about you, sad thinking about you." She stated softly, lovingly. "What do you do all day their?" She questioned, curious about what he was going through. (NT) -- Lexi, 03:07:31 10/15/04 Fri

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• "I know..." He assured her with a small smile and then let out a soft breath as he shifted slightly in his seat. "Um, nothing really special... Group therapy and private sessions take up a good deal of time... Do a lot of hanging around.." (NT) -- Colin, 04:25:40 10/15/04 Fri