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• He came in a good two hours early - he was getting antsy with leaving her alone and for just this reason. "Jordy, baby, it can't be good for you to be inhaling those fumes." He stated before he even shut the door, his eyes finding her to make sure she wasn't climbing on the counters or anything like that because he definately wouldn't put it past her. (NT) -- Gavin, 22:49:56 04/14/05 Thu
  • she barely looked up from what she was doing, the stretching with her cleaning somewhat eased the ache in her back "I can stop breathing if that would make you feel better" she said somewhat breathlessly. despite wanting to work more, it was harder and harder to do (NT) -- Jordalyn, 22:58:16 04/14/05 Thu

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• "Mmmm...no, I don't think that would..." He came up behind her, one hand going to her waist, the other palm meeting that spot on her back that always seemed to give her trouble - massaging gently. "Long day?" He questioned, noting her breathlessness - he desperately wished she would just tell him what was going on in her head and with her body. (NT) -- Gavin, 23:00:49 04/14/05 Thu
  • she sighed heavily at his touch, her entire body a knot of tension. Her scrubbing slowed somewhat, but not completely, she was too nervous to stop "Not too bad, just busy. Lots to clean." despite having gone over everything in the apartment at least once, she still felt everything was filthy and she couldn't rest until it was spotless. It was the only way to deal with her nerves (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:12:48 04/14/05 Thu

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• He let out a soft breath, his brow furrowed as he nuzzled her neck softly. "You should soak in a hot tub for a few moments..." He knew she wouldn't take his request for anything but he could at least try, his arms drew around her more tightly, his fingers going to cross over her stomache as he held her to his chest, his chin resting on her shoulder. "I missed you today..." (NT) -- Gavin, 23:14:40 04/14/05 Thu
  • she sighed once more and tolerated being held for a few moments before she squirmed a bit and went back to scrubbing, she couldn't take the stillness, though she didn't try to shake him off "I don't think soaking would help Gavin" This was more than just minor muscle aches but she was too scared to admit it (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:30:22 04/14/05 Thu

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• He frowned a touch, stepping forward and taking the scrub brush from her as he gazed down at her. "Why not?" It had always helped before why would it suddenly not help anymore? He was getting a little nervous here, he wanted to be in control of the situation just as much as she did and if she was going into labor he wanted her in the hospital. Not only did he want her safe, and his baby safe, but there was also Rogan who would kill him if anything happened to his niece. (NT) -- Gav, 23:34:53 04/14/05 Thu
  • she had to be in control, she always got frightened and panicked when she wasn't. If she didn't have control, she didn't have anything. Frowning at her brush, she crossed her arms and sighed, balling her hands into fists to keep from reaching for it "Because the tubs too dirty" she decided was the reason, opening the drawer to her left and taking out a rag, just needing something to make her reaching motion look logical (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:38:54 04/14/05 Thu

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• He frowned at that, his eyes going to the phone. "if you don't spill whats going on within the next 60 seconds, Jordalyn, I am calling Rogan and Starr." It was a heavy threat, Rogan would be over there in a second to make sure she was ok and Starr would be the ultimate mother hen. (NT) -- Gav, 23:41:43 04/14/05 Thu
  • her jaw dropped and she frowned "Don't you dare!" that was a dirty trick to pull, he knew just how little she wanted them hovering over her. "Nothing is going on, my back hurts, that's all" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:44:17 04/14/05 Thu

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• "How bad does your back hurt?" He questioned while still inching towards the phone, his eyes on her. He wasn't to good for dirty tricks when it came to getting information about she was feeling out of her. "Like, labor pains hurting or like I scrubbed a bit to much today and I am in pain hurts?" (NT) -- Gav, 23:45:30 04/14/05 Thu
  • she was scrambling to put herself between him and the phone, she'd rip every line out if she had to "Like I'm uncomfortable and scrubbing feels good" she crossed her arms over her stomach "You so much as think about calling my uncle I'll have the police all over this apartment in a blink" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:48:17 04/14/05 Thu

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• "The police?" He cocked a brow at that statement but then just handed her the scrub brush. "Fine, scrub away, if you decide you actually want to let me in on whats going on with my baby, I'll be in the bedroom." He shook his head, shifting away from her to head into the bedroom to change into jeans and a tee shirt, running a hand through his growingly shaggy hair. (NT) -- Gav, 23:53:15 04/14/05 Thu
  • she frowned lightly, she didn't like it when it was put that way. She wasn't meaning to exclude him, she just wanted to have a handle on it before including anyone else in. She looked at the scrub brush in her hand before throwing it down in disgust, a noise of frustration accompanying the clatter of the brush on te floor (NT) -- Jordalyn, 00:01:14 04/15/05 Fri

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• He shifted to stretch out on the bed, flipping on the tv as he let out a soft breath. She would come in when she was ready, he had pushed her the little bit that she needed and now he just had to let her be. Over the past eight months he had learned a lot about her and he was pretty proud of himself that he knew his boundaries. (NT) -- Gav, 00:02:42 04/15/05 Fri
  • instead, she went to the nearest phone and unhooked it, her temper pricked enough to take it off the line and then take the reciever itself and hide it in a cabinet, going around the apartment and doing the same with the rest of the phones save the one in his room, each reciever hidden somewhere seperate, quite pleased with herself, feeling like she had more control having done that. Petty and stupid she knew, but she had to feel she had control somewhere, it was the only thing staving off a full blown panic (NT) -- Jordalyn, 00:07:22 04/15/05 Fri

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• He heard her making the ruckus but he wasn't dealing with it. His cell phone was in his pocket and she could destroy whatever she wanted too - Goodness knew he had picked up more broken glass, clay, well anything she could really break over the past few months. Luckily, she had chilled out recently and actually did a lot of the decorating in the place now... (NT) -- Gav, 00:09:07 04/15/05 Fri
  • she wandered around the apartment for a bit, grumping and hufffing as she did, trying to get herself distracted enough to ignore her back but it wasn't working. And his hiding in his room was like a loud silence echoing throughout the place "Why are you hiding in your room" she called, trying her best to keep her grump out of her voice (NT) -- Jordalyn, 00:15:04 04/15/05 Fri

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• "I am not hiding, you know exactly where I am." He called back, shifting to crack open a beer he had brought into the room with him. "Done cleaning?" (NT) -- Gav, 00:17:52 04/15/05 Fri
  • she hmphed at that and frowned "But it's lonely out here by myself" she huffed softly, she wasn't quite sure what she wanted (NT) -- Jordalyn, 00:21:13 04/15/05 Fri

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• He smirked lightly, tipping his head to the side as he bit his lip and shifted onto his side, calling back to her. "Well, honey, if your lonely come on out here with me." He smirked gently, his eyes on the open doorway as he waited for her to either make an appearance or tell him off. (NT) -- Gav, 21:26:05 04/15/05 Fri
  • she cursed at that "My name is not honey. And you should come out here with me, that's too much walking" she whined lightly, a scowl on her lips (NT) -- Jordalyn, 21:29:17 04/15/05 Fri

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• "You didn't mind it when I was calling you honey the other night." He grinned a touch, his brow furrowed. "And why complain about walking when you have been runnin' around cleaning like a madwoman all day?" (NT) -- Gav, 21:30:08 04/15/05 Fri
  • she grumbled quite loudly and huffed, grabbing the nearest thing to her, the remote, and throwing it to the ground, getting a great deal of satisfaction out of the thud it made "Stop being such a meanie and picking on me" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 21:31:44 04/15/05 Fri

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• "Our child is going to throw the most awful temper tantrums if it gets its tempermant from you." He stated absently, flipping through the channels on the tv idely. There was absolutely nothing on tv these days worth watching. (NT) -- Gav, 21:33:10 04/15/05 Fri
  • "Good! Better than it being emotionless and hiding how it feels. Temper tantrums are healthy!" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 21:35:23 04/15/05 Fri

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• "I don't hide what I feel if thats what your insinuating, hot shot." He growled teasingly, his eyes going back to the tv as he focused on the flintstones, he loved the flintstones, such simple times. (NT) -- Gav, 21:36:37 04/15/05 Fri
  • she snorted and finally waddled her way into his doorway, temper brewing "What is it with you and calling me everything but my name?" Hands on her hips she glared at him. He was so good at getting under her skin. If the mood was right it didn't take much for him to make her angry, now being one of those times. (NT) -- Jordalyn, 21:42:52 04/15/05 Fri

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• He shrugged a touch, his eyes remaining on the tv as he just ignored her temper tantrum. He used to get involved in it, but thats when they had hated each other and fought all the time, now he knew it was best to just let her get it all out. (NT) -- Gav, 21:46:31 04/15/05 Fri
  • she frowned, a reaction was what made the tantrum work, and without one, she was just left standing there looking foolish. how irritating. "Sometimes you seem to like that tv more than you like me" she sulked, fingers curling in the sleeve of her shirt. She was terrified that once she had the baby things were going to change, that his interest in her would fade because he wouldn't need her anymore. Hormones played horrible tricks with a persons mind (NT) -- Jordalyn, 22:09:47 04/15/05 Fri

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• He smirked lightly, shaking his head as she spoke. "Your kidding me, right? Does the tv look like it's carrying my child?" He winked teasingly, running a hand over his head as he turned over onto his back and looked up at her, cocking a brow. "Why don't you lay down with me?" He wanted her to chill out for awhile, relax a bit. Even if the baby wasn't coming this instant it would be soon and she would need all the strength she could get. (NT) -- Gav, 22:03:41 04/18/05 Mon
  • she hmphed but did as he suggested, settling her heavy form on the edge of his bed. There were still some times where she was awkward around him though she had definitely improved. Right now she was just being sulky about him getting his way. She had come and joined him in his room. Not fair. "I'm sure you'd be far happier if it was the tv carrying your child" she grumped, crossing her arms, shifting restlessly now that she was seated (NT) -- Jordalyn, 22:27:10 04/18/05 Mon

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• He sighed softly, shaking his head as he shifted to get his arm around her. "The tv isn't nearly as nice to hold." He stated softly, pressing a warm kiss to her neck. Sometimes he got tired of constantly assuring her of his feeling for her but he was trying to be patient about it. (NT) -- Gav, 22:28:22 04/18/05 Mon
  • she settled against him comfortably, shifting to rest her head on his shoulder and in the crook of his neck before she whispered "Can we go back in time and make this not about to happen?" she was scared shitless (NT) -- Jordalyn, 22:39:15 04/18/05 Mon

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• He let out a low breath, biting his lip as he looked down at her. "Think its happening soon then? As in the next couple of hours?" He was nervous too but he could hide it pretty well and try and keep his calm to a decent extent. His hand went to her stomache, feeling the tight hardness there as he shifted a touch to keep her close to him but still be able to see her expression to judge how honest she was being with him. (NT) -- Gavin, 22:42:47 04/18/05 Mon
  • she gave a light shrug and bit her lip. She had no idea about child birth or anything that went along with it. She'd never expected to find herself going through it. All her book learning had never prepared her for this "I'm not ready though" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 22:49:51 04/18/05 Mon

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• "I don't think you'll ever be ready to pop something out of you honey, but you don't wanna keep the baby in there forever." He smiled gently, urging her lip from between her teeth to press a soft kiss there. "It's gonna be alright, I know it..." (NT) -- Gavin, 23:00:59 04/18/05 Mon
  • she shook her head again, tears starting to pool in her eyes "I can't raise a baby Gavin, I'm one of the last people in the world who need to have a kid, I can't even take care of myself yet!" (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:05:34 04/18/05 Mon

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• "I am going to be there to help you, your not going to do this alone." He stated softly, his brow furrowed as he pressed a soft kiss to her forehead again, pushing back her hair. "And you have Rogan and Starr and tons of people who support you." He smiled softly, nodding. "Lots of support baby, you don't have to worry..." (NT) -- Gavin, 23:07:09 04/18/05 Mon
  • she had visions of herelf being no better than her own incompetant mother "I don't know the first thing about kids, I've never been good with them. I didn't even get along with them when I was a kid myself" she whined, finally letting all her fears come rushing out at once (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:13:11 04/18/05 Mon

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• "Well your not a kid this time, your an adult, a perfectly capable adult who is going to be a great mother." He frowned softly, his head tipped. "Plus, hey, your not doing this alone." He repeated his words, not liking feeling like she wasn't going to involve him fully in his childs life. (NT) -- Gavin, 23:16:13 04/18/05 Mon
  • she sighed and closed her eyes. She wasn't trying to make it seem as if she wasn't going to include him, that was hardly it. She just didn't doubt his ability to handle this like she did her own. She had complete faith in his ability to raise a child, even if he had to do it alone. She wanted to be able to have that same faith in herself. "What if while you're at school I start doing something and I forget about the baby?" they both knew how involved she could get when she got busy (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:23:32 04/18/05 Mon

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• He smirked lightly, shaking his head. "If your that uncomfortable, we can have Starr or Reggie come over while I am at school until your more at ease at dealing with the baby by yourself." He thought she would do fine, she would love the baby and have that natural maternal instinct as soon as it was born. (NT) -- Gavin, 23:28:19 04/18/05 Mon
  • she rubbed at her eyes, releasing a deep breath "Maybe I should just let you do this and go away so I can't hurt the baby" She would never forgive herself if she was ever the reason for her baby being in pain due to her neglect (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:34:57 04/18/05 Mon

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• "No, don't do that. Ask Starr thats not the right decision.." He murmured softly, brushing back her hair. "You'll know what to do as soon as the baby is born sweetheart, I promise. Instinct." (NT) -- Gavin, 23:39:04 04/18/05 Mon
  • she hid her face in his neck once more, wetting his skin with her hot tears as she murmured "I don't think I can do this Gavin" which was definitely a sign of how scared she was of the future to come, Jordalyn rarely admitted defeat. It was that trait that had gotten her where she was now in life, with Gavin, everything she had she had because she held on (NT) -- Jordalyn, 23:48:37 04/18/05 Mon

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• He just tightened his arms around her, murmuringly reassuringly that she could do it and he was confident in her, he believed in her, he cared about her and he would always be there for her and the baby...all he could do was try to comfort her. (NT) -- Gavin, 23:52:45 04/18/05 Mon