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Subject: Re: How r u?


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Deb
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Date Posted: 12:36:19 02/02/05 Wed
In reply to: Shani 's message, "Re: How r u?" on 12:12:08 02/02/05 Wed
 >Honestly?...
>I have not been doing well lately as far as eating
>goes. I keep spiraling further and further down. I
>threw up the other day since going through a "phase"
>this summer and have been taking laxatives too. So
>with that has come guilt and shame and self-loathing.
>But it's all in a day's work right? I'm just kind of
>working on turning off the emotion of the process. My
>life is in limbo right and if I could not deal with
>eating issues I would be way happier.... So that is
>how I am doing.
>
>
>>Hi everyone
>>
>>Just wondering how everyone is doing.
>>
>>It has been an alright week for me, school has started
>>back up...which means TONS of homework, but its all
>>good!! Hope everyone is doing well.
>>
>>Take care
>>Becky

I'm sorry you're struggling so much Shani but rest assured...you're not alone! I swear there's something about the earth's alignment with Mars this year or something crazy like that! I've been more down, depressed and struggling myself for the last few months - since October, really. I thought it was just the holidays and stress that usually come with them and after New Years things would get better. They're not. I've been hitting the books, library/bookstores and bought myself a workbook so I'm structuring myself more and working toward not completely relapsing. I've been driving myself crazy trying to figure out why so tough lately? I don't have an answer yet but I'm doing better trying to figure it out through constructive workbook exercises and reading materials. I've slipped a few times but I haven't completely fallen and I keep getting up so I guess I'm either ok or just a real glutton for punishment! ;-)

I wish I were feeling fabulous now but perhaps this Spring I will. I did manage to put back of some of the weight I lost earlier so that's a plus. Hang in there ~ and I will too!

hugs,
Deb
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