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Subject: I just have to vent

Author:
Kara

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Date Posted: 16:14:55 10/31/04 Sun

It's halloween night and everyone's out. I was going to. I was fine, I was happy. I was going to be Ms Mexico with my friend who was going to be Ms Canada. We were just going to wear sashes (we're in college, we can do that and get away with it :)

So I put the dress on I wore for my graduation. I look pregnant (I'm not). It's pink and lacy (not my style but I was workin' it graduation night.) It's a very classy 20s like tube dress with a pink ribbon right underneath the "boob area." In Mexico when a girl was pregnant they wore a pink ribbon right there. I LOOK PREGNANT! I look soooo FAT! It's so riddiculous! I am so mad! I knew I gained weight but I didn't know how much (I don't have a scale in my dorm and I'm NOT going to the gym to weigh myself in front of everyone.

I'm so gross. I thought I was ok last Thursday. I had my second session with the counselor and he suggested that I try group counseling to which I was VERY hesitant, but I figured I should just give it a try because I could always get out. So I was fine. I was ok until I put that dress on. I am disgusting. I can't even go out anymore. I feel too gross to be looked at. I don't want anyone to see me.

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: I just have to vent	mrsk	16:47:10 10/31/04 Sun