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Date Posted: 14:54:12 11/13/04 Sat
In reply to:
mrsk
's message, "Re: What happened...." on 11:39:45 11/13/04 Sat
>>I’ve had a number of emails and questions regarding
>>the recovery forum I was running and what happened to
>>it. I sincerely apologize for not getting email
>>messages out to those of you who were participating…I
>>hope this explains what’s been going on in my life for
>>the last week and why I spur of the moment took the
>>action I did. This is only the last 5-6 days…….
>>
>>1) Business trip to Corp. Office in Alabama – a quick
>>2 days of meet & greet & intense training (Mon & Tues)
>>2) Organizing my parents’ 45th wedding anniversary
>>party on my own from 1500 miles away (made my own
>>invitations mailed them out and am talking to the
>>place on the phone daily with headcounts and updating
>>menu choices, making flower arrangements, etc.
>>3) Making travel arrangements for employees going to
>>Europe (Germany), Korea, Hawaii and organizing flights
>>and car pools for 10 different people flying in from
>>all over the country for a training seminar this
>>Monday in Washington, D.C.
>>4) Organizing company Christmas party for my home
>>office
>>5) Organizing company Christmas party for our D.C.
>>Office
>>6) In-processing 4 new employees – 3 of which are in
>>D.C.
>>7) Terminating one employee in Arizona
>>8) Trying to finish Christmas shopping before the 22nd
>>when we take plane trip to MA
>>9) Trying to finish everything else in the office so I
>>CAN take a week off to go to MA to see my family
>>10) And the hardest: Putting our baby kitty to sleep
>>after he tested a 3rd time for feline leukemia
>>(something I wasn’t expecting or prepared for
>>11) Watching my husband and older baby kitty grieve
>>while I try to hold it together (making them both eat
>>their meals, taking care of them) while trying not to
>>fall apart myself
>>12) Dealing with someone who only came on the board to
>>spout political rhetoric instead of talking about her
>>ED – something I have ALWAYS gotten my back up
>>about…when people went off topic or got too graphic.
>>I have never held back from expressing my opinions,
>>feelings and thoughts about that yet somehow everyone
>>seems to think I’m some kind of figurehead who
>>apparently isn’t human because I’m not allowed
>>feelings, or my feelings to be hurt…I’m not allowed to
>>have a bad day and complain. I’m not allowed to cry
>>when my heart is breaking…it’s all too much at the
>>moment and I’m doing everything I can to not
>>completely break down but keep going.
>>
>>That’s why I deleted The Lemon Tree but I again
>>apologize for not being organized enough to send out
>>messages to everyone involved for my reasons for doing
>>so. I know how it feels to try to logon to a site
>>that has suddenly disappeared and I’m truly sorry for
>>any anxiety it may have caused any of you wonderful
>>people.
>>
>>Be there for each other and be well.
>>
>>Love,
>>Deb
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>Deb,
>I hope that you are feeling better today. Since we
>have talked before this message. I hope that the
>mourning process isnt too hard on you and that you are
>able to get through it as easy as possible. I love
>you and my thoughts are with you. I'm around if you
>ever need me.
>mrsk
Deb,
I am sorry it sounds like you are having a bad few days/weeks. I never thought anything bad about you. I know how hard it is to put animals to sleep, although it is probably a bit different between an older animal that has lived life, and a younger one that was never given the chance.
Sorry that everything seems to be targeted at you, but you don't personally know the people that said it, nor do they know you, so don't take it to heart, although it seems like you already have. Thank you for all the advice and help that you have given me, if I hadn't come across the forum 5 months ago, who knows where I would be now, and all my progress is because of you, chocolate, and Dawn, even though she isn't here anymore. Thanks for everything, be happy and enjoy the kitten you still have, enjoy life.
Take care and thanks for everything,
Becky
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