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Deb
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Date Posted: 20:48:41 09/16/04 Thu
In reply to:
pixie
's message, "1whole week !" on 09:22:46 09/16/04 Thu
> i need to vent, ive just been on my longest binge
>ever one whoe week, im sitting here eating ice cream,i
>feel so awful and uselss and disgusting and fat fat
>fat!!!!!!, ive eaten loads every day it started last
>thursday and today is thursday, its really gross, i
>try but i cant purge, i tried so hard to be good and
>healthy but everyday it backfires, theres no hope i
>think ill just become even more of A Hippo than i am
>already, oh, god, ive got a wedding coming up soon and
>im a bridesmaid and ive been fitted,oh shoot!i cant
>believe i ate a whoel tub of peanut butter its so
>gross , i dont know what im going to do tomorrow, i
>need to lose alotta weight quick, and afta the wedding
>ill get healthy maybe, well, all i can do is try
Honey, get that stuff out of your house and out of your sight if you can. You don't need help in restricting your calories...you need to try something else to help you avoid all this. Have you tried any of the other suggestions I've given you (such as the things to help ground you...try to gain back control when you feel you're going to go out of control?) You need more activities of some sort and just get out of the sitting and eating atmosphere you're putting yourself into. How can I help you? And please don't say something like helping you NOT to eat at all or going on yet another diet which we both know isn't working for you.
Are you talking to anyone other than this board? Family, friends, someone close or a therapist? There's no shame...my best friend knows all about my ED and struggles and I'm proud to say she's STILL my friend after 26 years. I thought she'd hate me and abandon me when I first told her. She was a maid of honor at my wedding. She loves me for me and tries (albeit it's hard for her) to understand.
I really wish you well, sweetie and hope you can find some peace and stop beating yourself up so much. You are worth it and certainly worth more than a number!
Deb
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