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Date Posted: 07.25
Author: Gia
Subject: Inside
In reply to: Skeeter 's message, "inside" on 07.25

(Her original intent had been to do exactly as Justin was doing.. to cease thinking about things and to merely enjoy the peaceful calm that had surrounded them. Unfortunately, she was unable to distract herself from the spiral of thoughts spinning around and around inside her. As his lips brushed her jaw, she shifted slightly, resting her hand against the flat plane of his belly as she looked up at him, curiousity and more than a little fear in her gaze.) Justin? (She asked, waiting for his soft response before she continued, knowing that he was apt to zone out on her if she didnt assure she had his attention.) What are we doing? (She asked, because it was the thought that had been plaguing her all day. The immediacy of their child's arrival had made her more than aware of the fact that they could not maintain this cherade forever. Sooner or later they would have to face the fact that she could not be his live in roommate forever. She could not live with him and raise a child with him and be in a loveless relationship. It wouldn't be fair to either of them.. she would always feel as though she had prevented him from finding someone he could trust and love.. and would always feel inadequate. Her gaze was soft as she looked at him, and without her thinking about it she had curled her fingers loosely into the material of his shirt over his naval. Subconsciously she was deathly afraid of his rejection.. afraid she would lose him and have to play the part for their child. Normally she wouldn't push Justin for an answer that he wasn't ready and willing to offer on his own.. but something about the pain in her lower back told her that this baby wasn't going to wait until morning like a proper and polite human being.. and, well, she didn't like the awkward aire that floated between them.)

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