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• She had gotten better about being a bitch, mostly because she just didn't talk to him much at all. At the moment, she walked in silently, setting her purse down on the table and heading into the kitchen. She had a small swell to her stomache at almost four and a half months along now but she wasn't gaining weight as she should have been. She just was never hungry and she threw up so damn much that she generally just avoided eating so she wouldn't have to go through it. Instead of getting food, she just went to the fridge and grabbed some orange juice, pouring it into the glass and then heading to the other side of the living room, flipping on the tv without a glance to him. She spent most nights crying herself to sleep, she wasn't as strong and tough as she pretended to be around him, and generally she was feeling like shit. Her body ached constantly and occasionally she would get these stabbing pains in her abdomen... (NT) -- Julieta, 16:35:50 12/19/04 Sun
  • he had noticed that she wasn't eating, and that she didn't look well all around. Glancing over at her, he sighed "I've made an appointment for you with the doctor" he had gone ahead and done it without consulting her first because he really didn't feel like fighting with her over it. He actually found himself worrying about her (NT) -- Hudson, 16:59:45 12/19/04 Sun

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• She looked over to him briefly and then just nodded a touch. There was no use in argueing, it wasn't that she had anything better to do. A low sigh escaped her lips as she settled on the fashion channel and folded her long legs up to her chest in the large easy chair, her eyes watching as the models paraded down the runway in the latest fashions - it was a show she was supposed to have been at, she was supposed to be the closing walk, the highlight of the show - but here she was in this little place with an extra ten pounds on her form. It didn't even matter anymore, in her state of mind, she didn't even care. (NT) -- Julieta, 17:05:19 12/19/04 Sun
  • he set the papers down and frowned slightly as he watched her "You need to eat Juls." it was driving him insane watching her waste away like she was (NT) -- Hudson, 17:16:12 12/19/04 Sun

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• She shrugged gently, letting out a gentle breath as she shook her head after a seconds thought. "I have orange juice, anything else makes me sick." She let out a soft breath, her brow furrowed gently. She hated throwing up and she just simply refused to do it anymore. She couldn't handle it anymore and she just figured this was the best way to avoid it. Besides, she wasn't even hungry. (NT) -- Julieta, 17:53:33 12/19/04 Sun
  • he shook his head, raking his fingers through his hair. "That's not good for you or the baby. You look like you're wasting away." He wasn't going to let that happen on his watch (NT) -- Hudson, 20:08:38 12/19/04 Sun

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• She frowned at that, her brow furrowed. "I do not, I have been on almost ten pounds." Believe me, she knew exactly what she had gained and where she had gained it at. Her eyes went back to the tv, her arms around herself tightly as she sighed, shivering a bit. It was freezing in here...or was it just her? With a soft sigh, her brow furrowed, gazing back at the tv with an intense passion. (NT) -- Julieta, 20:11:27 12/19/04 Sun
  • he arched a brow "You're pregnant, putting on weight is part of the deal. You look sick instead of pregnant" and it was true. He was noticing it more and more as each day passed. "The doctor will probably say the same thing tomorrow, you need to eat something, I don't care if it's just a carrot stick." (NT) -- Hudson, 20:21:32 12/19/04 Sun

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• She let out a soft breath, her brow furrowed as she shook her head. "I'll just throw it up, there's no point." She growled, her eyes shifting around to find the blanket and tug it over her form. "Don't worry, I am sure your baby is fine." She was still feeling sick and throwing up and doing all that stuff that the baby caused, so he had to be ok. Her eyes turned to the tv before they turned wistful and suspiciously shiny. With a low sigh, she just flipped it up and leaned back in the chair, closing her eyes. (NT) -- Julieta, 20:24:45 12/19/04 Sun
  • he growled low in his throat "I'm not worried about the baby right now Juls" he said and stood up, there was no use trying to argue with her when she was like this. She was stubborn as all hell. (NT) -- Hudson, 20:30:34 12/19/04 Sun

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• She frowned, looking up as she suddenly followed him to wherever it was he was going. "Hey!" She growled, her brow furrowed. "Don't be a jerk, why would I think you were caring about anything except the baby? You told me in those exact words that that was all you cared about! I am just the delivery service, thats it!" (NT) -- Julieta, 20:42:09 12/19/04 Sun
  • "Does it really matter? If I really wanted to be a jerk I could make everything I say to you about the baby. I'm sorry my caring about your health is such a horrible thing to do" he bit off sarcastically, opening the door to the balcony and closing it before giving her a chance to say anything or follow him out (NT) -- Hudson, 20:49:40 12/19/04 Sun

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• "You say maybe five damn sentances to me every day and and usually four of them are about the baby!" She yelled to him, growling as she turned to spin around though the movement just convinced that same baby that he didn't want the orange juice by her anymore. "Damnit." She muttered as she headed to the bathroom to throw up yet again. Really, it all came down to the fact that she was lonely. She didn't know anyone here at all but him and she wasn't in the condition to go out and socialize. (NT) -- Julieta, 20:52:38 12/19/04 Sun
  • he dropped down into the chair on the balcony and lit a cigarette. How the hell was he supposed to deal with a woman who hated his guts? He was getting itchy to go on the move again, but he didn't have that option with her here in the condition she was in. He felt so caged in (NT) -- Hudson, 20:57:44 12/19/04 Sun

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• She frowned heavily once she was done throwing up her guts, her brow furrowed. She had to get out of this damn apartment for a while. With a determined glare directed at him in her mind, she stomped into her bedroom and changed into a pair of low rise jeans, a black square neckline sweater that covered the swell of her stomache and then shrugged on her jacket over it. Her hair was left down and just a bit of makeup was applied before she grabbed her keys and headed towards the front door. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:00:19 12/19/04 Sun
  • After a good long relaxing smoke break, he came in the apartment to check on her. He really was worried about her, but showing that wasn't in his character. Caring for others only got him into trouble in his line of work. "Juls?" getting no response, he took to searching the apartment. When that turned up nothing, he cursed quite fluently. He had to decide now whether going after her was worth it or not. Her stuff was still here, so she hadn't left completely. He opted for the lazy mans choice and dropped down on the sofa, changing the channel and trying to pretend he wasn't worried (NT) -- Hudson, 21:09:08 12/19/04 Sun

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• It was actually a couple of hours later when she walked into the apartment, rubbing her hands together as she stepped in, kicking off her boots by the door - they were covered in snow - she was covered in snow. It decorated her dark hair prettily and her cheeks were flushed. Her eyes drifted for a second, checking to see where he was but she didn't say anything. She did, however, look much happier then she did a couple of hours earlier. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:24:28 12/19/04 Sun
  • he gave her a quick once over from his spot on the couch and saw that she was still in one piece, and that was good enough for him. "You should let me know when you go out Juls" he said offhandedly, didn't want to make it sound like he'd worried (NT) -- Hudson, 21:26:19 12/19/04 Sun

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• She pursed her lips, gazing over to him for a second before she muttered a quick sorry and headed to get a drink of water. Her eyes went to him as she came back out with the bottle tipped to her lips, eyes on the tv before she looked to him. "I am going out tonight." She informed him, her head cocked to the side with a look of anticipation on her face. She was excited about getting out with people who didn't hate her. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:29:17 12/19/04 Sun
  • he nodded "As long as you eat something or at least try to before you go, go for it." it wasn't that he hated her. Hate was far too strong a word. It wasn't even so much as he disliked her, it was more just that he hadn't let himself care. Worrying about her didn't fit in with that, and he didn't like it (NT) -- hudson, 21:34:27 12/19/04 Sun

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• "I am going too. Going out to dinner and movie." She stated, taking another sip of the water before she headed back into the kitchen to put it away. It was pathetic, the way she was so excited to be going out. Back in new york she was a regular socialite but here she had been such a hermit that it was a special treat to be asked out. Her lips pursed as she leaned against the counter and tried to decide what she wanted to wear... (NT) -- Julieta, 21:38:13 12/19/04 Sun
  • he nodded "Good" so long as she got some food in her, he was happy. "Just remember you've got adoctors appointment early tomorrow" there was no way he was going to let her miss that. The little she would get in her would hardly be enough to make up for what she'd missed, and he wouldnt' be able to rest until he had some idea how to handle it (NT) -- Hudson, 21:48:22 12/19/04 Sun

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• A smile crossed her lips as she nodded, not even caring about what he was thinking, just thinking about her night out. "I am going to go get ready." She stated, heading into her room to change into a pair of tight black pants that rested below her swollen stomache, and a sleeveless red glittering top that set off her bronzed body perfectly. Her hair and make up were done perfectly and before long she was out in the living room, gazing out the window to watch for when the sleek black porsche pulled up, which it did. Within a few seconds there was a knock at the door and when she opened a strikingly handsome man was there. "Hang on." She told him "I am going to grab my purse." She headed towards the couch to grab her purse, cocking a brow at him as he did so. "Don't wake up." Her words were sarcastic. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:53:31 12/19/04 Sun
  • he arched a brow "Don't you be late. believe it or not you're hardly in the condition to be out real late. If you're out later than I think you should be don't think I'll hesitate to come hunt you down and drag you back home" he said in all seriousness. Already he didn't like the guy she was going out with (NT) -- Hudson, 21:55:25 12/19/04 Sun

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• She rolled her eyes, heading back towards the door. "I wouldn't doubt it. You wouldn't miss the chance to ruin the chance that I might actually have a halfway pleasant evening." She stated, shaking her head, her mood kind of deflated now though she put on a smile as the guy at the door leaned down to press a kiss to her cheek, comment on how gorgeous she looked and then guide her out the door... (NT) -- Julieta, 21:58:38 12/19/04 Sun
  • he commented to her before she left, tired of getting flack from her and unable to resist "It's hardly about ruining your evening, it's more about worrying about your health Juls. Why should I bother worrying if you're not gonna take care of yourself" he grumped, crossing his arms and putting his attention back on the tv (NT) -- Hudson, 22:01:14 12/19/04 Sun

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• He was the only who ever called her Juls and when they had been 'together' as fake as it had been, she had found it endearing. Now she wasn't sure how she felt about it. She paused a moment at his grumping, her brow furrowed as she gazed behind her at him for a second. When she spoke, her voice was soft, her expression a little..emotional. "I'll eat dinner." She stated, before she turned heading out the door. (NT) -- Julieta, 22:06:13 12/19/04 Sun
  • that gave him some reassurance. Still didn't stop him from waiting up for her though, in case she needed something. She hadn't looked like she was in any shape to be going out and having a night on the town. (NT) -- Hudson, 22:13:48 12/19/04 Sun

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• She came in around midnight, closing the door quietly behinde her as she made her way in - not wanting him to wake up in case he was sleeping. She had a decently good time, not so much because of the guy she was with but because she had just gotten a chance to go out. Her features were a little tired as she stepped in quietly, yawning softly. (NT) -- Julieta, 22:19:46 12/19/04 Sun
  • he was still camped out on the sofa, his frame draped casually over the cushions. He looked over at her lazily and arched a brow "Have a good dinner?" (NT) -- Hudson, 22:22:44 12/19/04 Sun

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• She nodded a bit, letting out a soft breath as she looked over to him. "I didn't expect you to be up." She stated softly, her hand on her stomache as she lowered herself to the couch. She wasn't sleepy so much as just physically tired, her back ached and she was pretty sure her ankles were swollen. "It's snowing pretty hard outside." She made a casual observance, her eyes drifting over to him absently. "Not a big fan of christmas, huh?" (NT) -- Julieta, 22:25:04 12/19/04 Sun
  • he shrugged lightly, glancing around the apartment "I've never been settled enough to bother with christmas actually" he said with a yawn, giving her the once over again "How ya feel?" (NT) -- Hudson, 22:26:41 12/19/04 Sun

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• "Yeah, I figured..." She pursed her lips, gazing around the apartment. "I love christmas, I always went all out at my old place..." She sighed softly, christmas would just be another disappointment to add to her life lately. At his question, she shrugged, gazing away from him. Ever since he had yelled at her for 'complaining' she wasn't to into telling him how she was feeling. "Not awful." She stated, her arms crossing over her chest, just above her stomache. (NT) -- Julieta, 22:28:37 12/19/04 Sun
  • he shrugged lightly "we can do somethin round here if you want. You just never mentioned anything so I didn't bother" he hadn't really yelled at her, it was more like the first thing she'd one when she'd gotten here was tell him everything that was wrong, and he'd been in a bad mood to begin with "What does not awful mean? I can't help you if I don't know what needs helping" Getting anything out of her felt like pulling teeth (NT) -- Hudson, 22:33:26 12/19/04 Sun

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• She shrugged her shoulders, it wasn't her place and she just...she didn't have the energy to do anything. "I don't think I have the energy to decorate." She spoke honestly, finally. "I mean, it would be nice, but I just..I'm really tired all the time and its getting so close to christmas, I am sure it would take like a week for me to get everything done." She trailed off, shrugging her shoulders as she let out a soft breath. "Not awful..I dunno, my back hurts, and I think my ankles are swollen and..well, thats really it, I guess." (NT) -- Julieta, 22:38:58 12/19/04 Sun
  • he sat up a bit and patted the cushion beside him "C'mere then" he could at least attempt to be helpful (NT) -- Hudson, 22:49:55 12/19/04 Sun

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• She hesitated a moment, letting out a soft breath - unsure about what he wanted. "Ok..." She shifted to go sit next to him, her brow furrowed a little bit, settling next to him. He had hurt her so badly, it was hard to even be near him really and it just made her tense up a little bit more. (NT) -- Julieta, 22:52:58 12/19/04 Sun
  • gently he began to massage her back, trying to ease some of the tension from her muscles "I'm not gonna bite you cupcake, honest, you can relax" (NT) -- Hudson, 22:59:23 12/19/04 Sun

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• It took a long few minutes but evantually she began to relax, a low groan of pleasure escaping her parted lips. Quietly, she leaned forward, tugging off her shirt - it wasn't like he hadn't seen her naked before - except now, there was a little tummy there where it hadn't been, a perfect round swell. She began slowly relaxing into his touch, leaning back against him as she let out another soft sigh of pleasure, it as definately helping. (NT) -- Julieta, 23:04:32 12/19/04 Sun
  • he smirked slightly "See I'm not completely evil, I can be useful at times" he couldn't help but admire her form that lay bare before him, he'd have had to have been dead not to notice her beauty (NT) -- Hudson, 23:11:41 12/19/04 Sun

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• "Useful...good word." She murmured, her voice almost teasing and...was that a smile turning up those perfect lips? it was! She was quiet for a moment before she spoke again, her voice hesitant. "Maybe just a little tree...it doesn't even have to be real..." She didn't want to push for anything because she didn't want to argue, she would end up in tears thanks to her damn hormones. If it wasn't for that, she would have demanded what she wanted because that was just her nature. (NT) -- Julieta, 23:26:17 12/19/04 Sun
  • he shrugged "Whatever would make christmas how you want it Juls is what we'll do" though it would definitely be on a budget, he was hardly rolling in cash anymore since everything he had was going to paying her back. Not to mention that before too long, the rest of the people he owed would be knocking at his door, and they were hardly the pretty picture she was, they were more likely to break his legs than pester him the way she did. It wasn't a pretty picture his future offered (NT) -- Hudson, 23:39:56 12/19/04 Sun

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• She sighed softly, relaxing farther against him until she was almost brushing his chest. It would be amazing to just be held for a little while but she definately wasn't going to ask him to do that. A sigh escaped her lips as she thought of Bruce, the guy she had gone out with, and his advances, a disgruntled expression crossing her face. She was pregnant, for gods sake, who would want to sleep with a pregnant woman? The guy had to be out of his mind. (NT) -- Julieta, 23:44:42 12/19/04 Sun
  • "Feel better?" he asked softly, the mood just felt very hushed right now, and a loud voice didn't fit it. His fingers continued to work over her muscles to help her relax as much as possible "How much did you eat tonight?" (NT) -- Hudson, 23:56:07 12/19/04 Sun

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• "Mhmmmm...." She muttered, her voice almost languid as her head tipped to the side to rest on the back of the couch - not feeling like it was appropiate to put it on his shoulder - completely relaxed. "Um...I ate..a salad with no dressing, and a grilled chicken breast." She had never eaten a lot to begin with - she was a model after all. (NT) -- Julieta, 23:58:14 12/19/04 Sun
  • he nodded, it was more than she had been eating "Good." he was terrible at this caring for other people stuff, it felt awkward to do so, he would just have to learn as he went (NT) -- Hudson, 00:03:35 12/20/04 Mon

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• A yawn escaped her lips as she cuddled against the side of the couch, her eyes sliding shut. She was so tired but she didn't want to go back to her big, lonely, empty, cold, bed. "I love the snow..." She stated softly, her eyes going to gaze out the window once they finally opened again. She just wanted to have the company of someone and right now he was almost like that guy she had fallen in love with. (NT) -- Julieta, 00:06:43 12/20/04 Mon
  • he glanced out the window to where the snow was falling, he hadn't realized it was snowing till she'd come home "Snow's a cold accident just waiting to happen baby" When he saw snow he saw icy patches and bad traffic, there was no love in that (NT) -- Hudson, 00:11:19 12/20/04 Mon

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• She didn't comment on the way he called her baby without that biting sarcastic tone that he usually carried. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she watched the window before her brow furrowed as she looked up at him. "Isn't there anything you take pleasure in?" She questioned, her brow furrowed. "I mean, something...simple..like snow, or christmas?" (NT) -- Julieta, 00:17:14 12/20/04 Mon
  • he shrugged lightly "I take pleasure in the fact that I'm still alive and kickin cupcake, and that's enough for me" this was getting sappy and far off base for his tastes, he couldn't handle it (NT) -- Hudson, 00:26:19 12/20/04 Mon

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• She pursed her lips, nodding at that. He wasn't at all who she had thought he was and that was a deep wound. She had never felt like she was in love with someone before him and to find out that the one man she had fallen for hadn't been real...that was harsh. Without warning tears spilled over her dark lashes and she just cleared her throat, easing herself off of the couch to stand. "Well..bed for me." She cleared her throat, though the tears were now falling in fervor. "Goodnight." She forced out, hurrying as much as she could to her room. (NT) -- Julieta, 00:29:01 12/20/04 Mon
  • he let her go, crying females weren't is forte. Especially not now when he was feeling disgruntled, he was grumpy and selfish at times like that. (NT) -- Hudson, 21:15:29 12/21/04 Tue

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• With his lack of words her heart just broke a little bit more. Her brow furrowed as she shut her door and changed into a black satin nightgown, crying herself to sleep. It took awhile and because of that, at nine the following morning - when she should have been awake and getting ready - she was fast asleep. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:18:28 12/21/04 Tue
  • he was there pounding with a heavy fist on her door bright and early, refusing to let her skip out of this doctors appointment. He'd been up and ready to go now for over an hour, and he was ready to leave right then and there. The more advice he could get the better (NT) -- Hudson, 21:27:20 12/21/04 Tue

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• She groaned, turning to pull her pillow over her head, her brow furrowed as she hid from the obtrustive pounding in her head. She didn't even think about the doctors appointment, she just wanted to sleep off this headache and not ever wake up. Sleeping forever would be grand really... (NT) -- Julieta, 21:29:48 12/21/04 Tue
  • he pushed the door open "Rise and shine sweet cheeks, we've got to be out the door in 15 minutes" he turned on all the lights and drew back her covers "Hurry up, cause we're not going to be late, whether you're ready or not, we're leaving" (NT) -- Hudson, 21:34:42 12/21/04 Tue

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• At that moment she was convinced that she hated him more then anything in the world. A low growl escaped her lips as she finally turned over and crawled out of the bed, turning to the bathroom. With a sigh, she took a quick shower and then tugged on a white tank top and a pair of black sweats that hung down low over the swell of her stomache. She padded out, her brow furrowed as she gazed up at him. "We have to go now?" (NT) -- Julieta, 21:46:02 12/21/04 Tue
  • he nodded, holding her coat out for herto put on "we have to go now. Grab something you can eat on the way, cause we're not going to be late" He was not going to stop pushing food on her, not until she was back on track (NT) -- Hudson, 21:56:12 12/21/04 Tue

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• "I'll throw up in your car." She stated, shaking her head as she let out a soft breath and declined her coat for the moment. Instead, she grabbed her sweatshirt and tugged it on before she took the coat from him and shrugged it on, heading out the door. She didn't want to get sick before going to the doctors and she was taking no arguement about it. (NT) -- Julieta, 21:59:06 12/21/04 Tue
  • he arched a brow, and, having been prepared for this moment, he shoved a granola bar at her. "take it." and he left it at that, opening the door "Lets go" (NT) -- Hudson, 22:03:18 12/21/04 Tue

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• She just tucked it into her pocket and followed him out... (NT) -- Julieta, 22:04:11 12/21/04 Tue