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Subject: More venting...


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Shani
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Date Posted: 11:05:44 10/10/05 Mon

I feel like I am going to explode. I don't know what to do. I tried and tried to purge...and it just wouldn't really come. It's all pent up in my body and I feel like it is slowly poisoning me. I hate feeling this way and I know it's all my fault. But I can't cry for myself because I brought this on. I was sad before and now I'm sad AND miserable. And it's a choice. A constant choice to eat and eat and eat and eat and then purge and get rid of it. I'm a gluttonous pig and I know it. I need to stop doing this but I don't know how. I know it's a choice...I know that. But in the thick of the moment, it doesn't FEEL like a choice. It's more like a command or a responsibility. Something that MUST be done...I don't know....

Today is not a good day...

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Re: More venting...mrsk13:04:13 10/10/05 Mon


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