Re: summer stress -- pounds and inches

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Subject: Re: summer stress

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mrsk

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Date Posted: 21:48:33 07/13/06 Thu
In reply to: Deb 's message, "Re: summer stress" on 07:39:59 07/13/06 Thu

>>hey everyone...
>>
>>i havent posted in so long cause i'm really not sure
>>what to say anymore. i hate reporting bad news, and i
>>feel like a failure. and why? simply because i feel
>>fat. that's all. as simple and stupid as that. my
>>weight has climbed up to 113, the highest it's been in
>>over 4 years. it all started when my b/f and i went
>>through some troubles a few months ago. i started
>>binging,purging, starving....a lot. i'm now cutting
>>almost everyday and have huge scars all over the
>>place. it's disgusting. i'm disgusting. i just want it
>>to GO AWAY!!! if i just lose 10 lbs i'll feel like a
>>valuable human being. pathetic. i'm sorry it's just
>>lately i dont see the point to anything anymore. i
>>want to run and hide in a cave until the weight goes
>>away. i want to close my eyes until i no longer see
>>mini-skirts or tank tops.
>>
>>i want to check in more w/ all you guys, i miss you
>>all. but knowing me i'll just keep hiding until i feel
>>worthy again. the sad part? i know this chain of
>>thought is completely irrational and screwed up-
>>nevertheless, it's running rampant.
>>
>>stay well <3
>>jane
>
>Jane, sweetie I'm sending you an email. I no longer
>have internet at home so my netszero account is also
>gone so I'll try my gomail account.
>
>I'm sorry things are so tough for you right now but
>you're a very strong young lady so keep hanging in
>there. I'm thinking of you. Tons of hugs.
>
>Love,
>Deb

Wow, it sounds like I have missed all kinds of things. I dont know what rock I have been hiding under. I hope that everyone is doing better now. I know that I am at some horrible weight right now. My boy wont even let me step near the scale. ANd my shorts dont fit :( Oh well. Please take care of yourselves ladies.
MRSK

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