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Date Posted: 12/16/05 8:17:11am
In reply to:
Bri
's message, "Re: Wolf" on 12/16/05 5:38:44am
>I had a really bad day yesterday, and I didn't mean to
>snap. I was just so totally stressed, and it wasn't
>until after I spilt my guts to Paris about everything
>that I realized what a bitch I was last night/early
>this morning. I apologize. You do deserve a reason.
>Something happened with Julie yesterday, something not
>good, and I really don't want her to have to spend the
>holidays alone. She doesn't have any family around
>here, they're all back in the States, and she really
>doesn't want to travel anywhere. I canceled my plans
>with my family too, so we're going to have our own big
>Christmas thing here at my house, with all our mates
>who've nothing better to do.
Oh, I'm sorry. Will she be alright? Is there anything that I can do to help? Of course, you're right to stay with your friend. I'm going to come visit you, though. I have a special present and I want to watch you open it. I'll be arriving on Sunday morning and I'll swing by to see you as soon as you're available.
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>And o'course yer gonna forget about me. I mean... come
>on. Tell me that you're going to find time to talk to
>me about... my cat swinging like Tarzan from the
>Christmas tree, when you have a preg. wife, and then a
>new baby to take care of. It's just not gonna happen.
>And that’s fine, I mean, you’re going to have the life
>you’ve always wanted, and that’s great. But, face it.
>I’m just not gonna be a big part of it.
That's what hurts, Bri. How could you think, after all we've been through and after all that we've meant to each other, that I would ever treat you like you're an after-thought? You've never been...I mean, I've never taken our relationship lightly, Babe, and I never could. Could you? Do you think that after your child comes, you'll be able to just toss me aside and forget me like I never meant anything to you? I don't think you ever could do that and nor could I. I'm looking forward to having children and sharing their lives with you and vice versa. I'm looking forward to sharing Baby Girl's life with you and her. Please, don't tell me, now, that you don't want me in your life any longer. It would break my heart. But, if you tell me to stay away and that you no longer want me in your life, I will try to abide by your wishes. It will kill me, but I'll do it if that's what you want.
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