| Subject: My Story Pt 3 |
Author:
Joyce
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Date Posted: 10:52:53 07/10/07 Tue
I knew I was addicted, but just didn't care. Smoking was so great, the negativcs didn't matter. Soon after I became a full-fleged smoker, I had my friend Mary over to spend the night. I told myself I wouldn't tell anyone besides my family I smoked, but my craving was so bad that when I went to get popcorn while we were watching a movie, I grabbed my pack of cigarettes also and lit one up as I was walking into the room.
Mary was shocked. She couldn't believe that I smoked, but was extremely curious about it. I handed her my cigarette and asked her to take a drag. She felt much like I first felt, and she experimented throughout the night and next day, finally inhaling. I gave her a pack to take home, and we have been smoking buddies ever sense.
Fast-forward 4 years. I am a sophmore in High School now, and have a hot boyfriend name James. He loves it when I smoke, but doesn't smoke himself. He loves it when I blow smoke in his mouth when I kiss him. He loves it when I take a long drag and hold it in. He loves just watching me smoke.
Once when I was smoking, I noticed something happening in his pants. It was like there was something trying to poke out of his zipper. I had never watched porn or anything before, so I asked him what it was, touching it as he asked. He told me that smoking turns him on, and that this is what happens when guys get turned on. I remembered hearing something about erections in health class, and decided to let him have a little fun. I unzipped his pants, and ran my hand down his, you know. I'll stop here, but you can get the picture. It made me so happy that my smoking could make him so happy.
I am 17 now, and am looking forward to being legally allowed to smoke in public. I will always be a smoker, and love every cigarette (I'm smoking one right now!).
Even so, now I have the sense to know that smoking will take years off of my life, and do regret starting. While I don't want to go through the pains of smoking, I urge any young girls (or guys) on this site not to start.
Peace
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