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| Subject: I swear I was better off slanging on the streets then anything i get from putting in work like I do .. | |
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] Date Posted: 07:41:19 04/08/09 Wed I swear I was better off slanging on the streets then anything i get from putting in work like I do .. it gets frustrating sometimes... Everything lately ..just has been a big fuck you to everyone, you know.. You put yourself at a level thatnobody is doing what you do and everyone copies you .. and Everyone seems to be copying me lately .. everything I was on a few years ago, now theywanna do . now they want Videos, now they want media coverage . Its not like i'm not happy in what I do. because I do get soo much out of it, even if the grind is soo hard . I take a loss everytime i hit these streets, but Like I work real hard . I know i'm frustrated, because I know that Ican do more than what i'm doing, that soo much more is in me . . You think maybe after all the struggle that you might come up, but sometimes thestruggle never ends .. It just keeps on going .. I was talking to this og dude last night, and he was telling me how he spent 17 years in prison and he was saying the same thing me and all the Homies always been saying, there isnt a future for alot of fools, dead or in jail one of the other. and me actually putting people on another path, changing the city and the game really shows me that were doing so much good out here . But There is a price to pay, because top promoters andfools arent earning the cash that they prob deserve, were all operating at a loss, and I know I told myself that i would never let money dictatethe direction of my own life or the whole operation.. Money changes people, changes reasons why you do things, the second you get rid of money from anything, you see what your doing and why your doing it . It seems in The U.S. especially the obsession with Money is too much. People paint apicture that if you dont have cash then you arent happy. if you dont have this or that then you arent complete.. that if someone has this andsomeone has that they have a "status" .. Someones worth is not so easy to call .. but all of these things do not stop people from having dreams.. dreams of where they wanna be or what they wanna do . Ive known what I love todo and thats live my life, and not let anyone tell me how to live it . To be free and to ride till the wheels fall off . The thing I hate the mostis any sort of law trying to tell me what I can or cannot do in the streets. If I want a beer while i'm driving, I'm gonna have a beer.. if I wantto smoke, I'm gonna smoke. If I wanna go 90 in a 30 zone I'm gonna go 90 and have the speed limit sign saying "SLOW DOWN!!" that is the basis ofwhy I really do events . The whole idea that people wanna get together and your not allowed to do that ? do you realize when they raid parties,they are saying .. "You cant hang out in a group and you all have to go home" just because it is a certian time. or because your too deep . but aclub or a hall is allowed to have a group of people. or a movie theatre can fill up every friday night but you cant get together with your homieson friday to dance.. to live free and get out the pad.. or get a break from your work or school.. you need that.. and deserve that... If you look at all these parties on dago streets, the people that show up there are actually the leaders of their "scene" or "area" . the smartest and the BMOC. BIG MAN ON CAMPUS types .. all leaders .. I see them come up from all over Cali and San Diego . Some great future leadersand bosses coming up This year.. alot of real smart cats .. they will all go far .. .. just some things going down .... but overall I mean the city is doing very well. me or my team may not be earning shit but everyone is in play and alot of teams are making moves.. alot of good people and things in San Diego , I see a great future and a great year for 2009 .. I'm working hard everyday to get where I wanna get. but its for Sd and the west coast,. When I ride hard, I ride for all my homies that are with kids or married or whatevers and they cant be out there, I'm out there grinding .. and as long as I'm still grinding, I cant give up, you know., even if I dont see anything good ahead, I still cant give up.. [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |