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Subject: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 19:56:02 12/02/07 Sun




Should Your Path Lead
You Home



Kneeling by your bed ... holding tightly
to your blanket as the tears streamed
down my face ... I earnestly prayed
for you ... hoping that God hadn't
grown tired from the many times
I had been here before ...

'What do you ask of me'? I heard him
whisper ... yet as my body shook with
sobs I couldn't answer him ... my
soul burdened and heavy ...
what could I possibly say
that he hadn't already
heard a thousand
times before?

Yet he knows my heart ... he knows
my thoughts ... he's been there
through the long nights I have
gone without sleep ... gripping
the phone in my hands and
praying fervently that it
wouldn't ring in the
middle of the
night ...

So as I knelt there I offered him my
memories ... from the cold day in
December when you entered
my life ... to the long nights I
rocked you in my arms when
Mom needed her rest ... I
gave him my memories
of your first steps ...
your first word ...
your first love ...

'I know his angels are tired, God' I told
him ... 'I know he has made them weep
and I know their wings must be tattered
and worn'
... and as I knelt there holding
a small piece of you in my hands ...
I reminded him how much you
are loved ... how a piece of
my heart is missing without
you here ...

'What do you ask of me'? I heard him
gently inquire once more ...

and as I knelt there in the stillness ... as
I held tightly to you ... to each cherished
memory ... I quietly whispered ... 'Lord,
please don't give up on him ... I know
that he has broken your heart ... I
have felt your tears fall from
Heaven ... and I have heard
your cries as they embrace
my own ...

surely his angels must feel defeated ...
for how much can their poor wings take?
So Lord, if his angels are weary ... if
they're ready for their battered wings
to fly them home ... then all I ask of
you is this ...

please send him mine'



© SLS 2007


For my brother Brandon ... please come home



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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Janel
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Date Posted: 21:28:10 12/02/07 Sun

This is truly beautifully touching,
moved my heart deeply
and am truly feeling your words.
(Huggs) My prayers are with you.

Much love,
Janel

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 03:53:23 12/03/07 Mon

Thank you Janel. *Hugs*

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Max Hardy
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Date Posted: 05:12:29 12/03/07 Mon

Hello Stephanie

The prayer holds so much overwhelming love in it's refrain, engulfing the pain, and shining through to a conclusion that brought me to tears.

Felt this in every pore and sinew.

Big hugs for you, and I do hope your angels find him.

Max

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Jess
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Date Posted: 06:55:11 12/03/07 Mon

OMG, that was so lovely, and my heart is breaking for you. If I have any, he can have my angels too.

I wish you all the best, and I hope he makes it home, Steph.

Much love,

Jessica

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 09:23:33 12/03/07 Mon

(((MAX AND JESSICA)))

Thank you both so much. *hugs*

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Darkerside of light
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Date Posted: 03:11:52 12/04/07 Tue

these word make you want to join the angels fantastic pen

DSL

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 05:10:46 12/04/07 Tue

Thank you DSL. *hugs*

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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Sasha
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Date Posted: 13:26:29 12/05/07 Wed




~ ((((((((((((((Steph)))))))))))

omgosh this is heartbreaking, hon
I remember back to my teens when one of my brothers ran away, and he was gone for months....it may not be the same situation but I remember feeling exactly like what you've so eloquently penned here....you're in my thoughts and prayers...I'll be lighting a candle for him...

*warm hugs*

Sash xx


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[> Subject: Re: Should Your Path Lead You Home


Author:
Stephanie
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Date Posted: 04:41:34 12/06/07 Thu

Thank you Sasha. *hugs*

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