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Date Posted: 15:09:17 03/29/17 Wed
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Stan
's message, "Innocent Teenage Experimentation?" on 13:37:33 02/25/17 Sat
>I believe my interest in bondage and discipline
>preceded any real awareness of my sexual interest in
>men by several years.
>
>In late junior high school and in high school, I had
>one friend whose house I went over to frequently after
>school. As his mother was still at work then and his
>older brother didn't come home until later, we
>generally had the house to ourselves. Although my
>friend was one of those people with top grades in our
>class (like myself), he had quite a mischievous
>streak, or perhaps, more accurately, a mean streak in
>him. I don't recall how it began (probably at his
>suggestion), but I started letting him tie me up a
>number of times.
>
>In his garage, there was a wooden beam a couple feet
>over my head. I remember letting my friend tie my
>hands straight up over my head to that beam. One time,
>while I was tied up in that position, shirtless, and
>facing my "tormentor", my friend heated the head of a
>hammer on a stove burner and then pressed it against
>my chest. It left me with a small "brand" mark that
>remained visible for several years.
>
>I remember another time when my friend tied me to the
>4 corners of his bed. I don't recall what he did then,
>if anything. I was hoping he would give me a whipping
>with his belt, which I had fantasized about, but I was
>reluctant to suggest anything to him as he might have
>considered me "weird".
>
>T-shaped clothesline posts make ideal outdoor whipping
>posts. Once, on a warm afternoon, my friend tied my
>hands, above my head, to the crossbar on the
>clothesline post in his back yard. I was shirtless and
>my back was facing my tormentor. Surely, it would now
>occur to my friend to take advantage of my vulnerable
>position and give me a "flogging" with his belt.
>Unfortunately, before that could happen, my friend's
>brother came home earlier than expected and saw us. We
>had an awkward time trying to explain why I had been
>tied to the clothesline post.
>
>One day, when I was at my friend's house, a classmate
>of ours, who lived a few doors away, came over. He was
>a big hefty guy. I don't know what precipitated it (In
>retrospect, my friend probably instigated it.), but
>the two of them forced me down onto the living room
>floor. My friend held my hands down to the floor. The
>visitor held my legs down with his knee. Then he
>reached around my waist, unbuckled my belt, yanked it
>out of the belt loops, pulled my pants down, and then
>proceeded to whip my butt several times with my own
>belt. Although it was relatively brief, I had finally
>gotten my first belt whipping from another guy. I must
>admit, though, that the sting of the belt hurt worse
>than I had anticipated. That's about as far as this
>horseplay ever went, unfortunately.
>
>I was kind of amused at a high school reunion many
>years later when that neighbor boy who had whipped my
>ass showed up with his wife, and I learned that he
>worked as a sheriff's deputy! Well, I guess he had
>found a "convenient" outlet for his sadistic
>inclinations.
>
>As to my friend, I never saw him again after high
>school as he never showed up at any of the class
>reunions. I don't know if my friend had any gay
>inclinations as I once saw a small stack of Playboy
>magazines in his bedroom. Maybe he was straight, but
>he definitely had a sadistic streak. Perhaps I was his
>only outlet for that at the time.
>
>For the curious, I never "outgrew" those aspects of my
>life that are revealed in this account of teenage
>experimentation, which I admit is not particularly
>exciting, but it is all true.
I sure, each kid in his teen (including me, of course) had some experiments with friends (before beginning experiments with girls). It's normal part of boys' development. It was big secret from parents because we understood that it's forbidden and punishment would be adequate
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