The Winter of My Discontent -- Spanking With Love

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Subject: The Winter of My Discontent

Author:
Rat

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Date Posted: 15:25:43 01/23/12 Mon

It is good to be able to say hello to you all again.

I had a period of time there where I guess I was not thinking very clearly and I allowed myself to believe I wanted to do some things that I had no business doing. It was fun and exciting and I enjoyed it but, all things have a price.

I have no problem with sharing what I allowed myself to get involved in, the problem is I need to be sensitive to others, especially the younger ones, on here.

After Christmas, Jasmine and I found ourselves by ourselves at her place. We did something we both really enjoyed but was wrong. We did not mean for it to happen but it did. OK, enough said.

I felt really horrible and ashamed and guilty and just plain bad. But, we sneaked around and figured out how to see each other unsupervised a few more times.

I was feeling increasingly wrong and dirty and I was ashamed of myself. I liked it but hated it. Jasmine then suggested that we do more than we were doing and I sort of liked the idea of it and so we made plans. I really started to get beat up by my conscience and I felt like a pile of dirt but I really wanted to go forward with it too. Jasmine said it was OK and she was not feeling bad about it. I sort of tried to talk her out of it but she said she really loved me and that if I loved her . . . .

So, I figured OK, I will do this. I was almost sick over it all. A friend noticed I was down and asked what was wrong and so I spilled. He felt like he needed to tell his Dad and so he ratted us out. I was so angry at him for doing that. His Dad told my parents and it got REAL UGLY. My parents took me to see Jasmine and her parents and now everyone knew.

I was angry and hurt and felt betrayed but I was also so relieved. Jasmine was livid with me for telling anyone and said I did not love her. I knew it was bad. She got punished just like I did. That is why she dumped me - because I told "our secret" and "got her in trouble." She said I obviously did not love her and she could never trust me. So, we are done. Man, it still hurts.

Mom and Dad needed to make sure I was watched. They also wanted me having no contact with Jasmine or anyone unless they knew of it. That is why I was restricted to the house and lost my phone and computer.

As part f my "punishment' I had a ton of chores to do on Saturday. Dad worked side by side with me all day and we talked. We talked about everything and that was good. Dad and Mom don't hate me and they are slowly beginning to trust me again.

Losing my parents' trust was the worst thing of all.

It was a horrible week. I was supposed to still have some restrictions on me, and I do. My leash has been lengthened to include Caleb's house and I am trusted to come here now and to also be outside in the neighborhood. I still have to have an adult to go anywhere else - for a while. I still can't have my phone and my computer history is checked and activity is monitored.

I am glad I am able to be back.

I have to go home soon and so I will try to catch up with some of you individually later.

Please, do not think less of me. Yes, I made a mistake. It could have been worse except I had a friend that was a true friend.

I am glad t be getting back to normal.

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[> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent

Author:
Max
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Date Posted: 17:36:16 01/23/12 Mon

Hi Rat! Sorry you got in big trouble. I'm not sure I really understand what happend, but maybe I'm too young to get it. Sorry you broke up with your girlfriend. I'm not sure why boys get girlfriends in the first place, but you are sad about losing her so I'm sad for you. I'm glad you are getting to come back here and post and that you're getting to go over to visit at PJ and Caleb's house. I hope you're not still mad at whatever kid told on you. Like I said, I really don't understand what's going on (I think Marcus might kind of understand, but he's not telling me anything), but it sounds like being told on was good for you, and I bet the kid just wanted to help.

Guess what, Rat! Mom got me a pair of those camo overalls you was talking about. They're regular long overalls but Mom'll cut them off for me when it gets warm. Did I tell you my school is letting us not wear our uniforms one day a week this year? We can wear whatever we want, as long as it's not gross or tore up or anything. It's been too cold to wear short overalls (that's what Mom says), but I've been wearing regular overalls and Converse All-Stars that match. One day right after we came back from Christmas vacation, all the kids in my class decided to wear pajamas to school for our dress down day. I wore one of my new pair of footies, and Gage wore footies too. It was a fun day (and you bet all the kids were being extra good because nobody wanted to get a spanking with just thin pajamas on!)

Bye Rat

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[> [> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Rat to Max [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 16:57:28 01/29/12 Sun Max, Thanks for the nice post! I am not mad anymore. I am sorry it took so long for me to answer you. Don't worry about how I messed up - it is all behind me now anyway. Congrats on your camo overalls - you will love them when it is warm enough to cut them off. We had a pajama day at school too - it was fun. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Dylan [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 17:41:43 01/23/12 Mon Hi Rat, You still have lots of friends here. None of us is going to judge you. Glad to see that you've learned and are moving on. Judge Dylan tried to get Abby to airlift some rocket pops to you. Not sure if they are coming or not. Looking forward to more Rat-isms soon.... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Abby [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 14:37:04 01/24/12 Tue The Rocket Pops are on their way! I made a new picture for the boxes, if the link will work you can view it here... rocket2thepops.blogspot.com (No worries, the only thing at that link is a picture of the "sign.") [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent

Author:
Mark the Athlete, Drew, Jake and Sean
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Date Posted: 04:39:15 01/28/12 Sat

Hey Rat,

We understand!

Things happen with a guy in love.

You are still okay in our eyes, your a great Little Brother, a COOL GUY, and a decent person.

We hope your dad didn't wear your butt out too bad for this mistake!

You keep your head held high at school, at home and around the other places you go to!

God Bless Your!

-Mark the Athlete, Drew, Jake and Sean

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Author: Rat to Hoopsters [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 14:50:25 01/30/12 Mon Thanks guys! Dad DID NOT spank me. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Rat to Abby [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 18:01:55 01/29/12 Sun Alas, as is my usual problem, the boxes arrived empty. Just sticks and dry ice. I fear I am not the only one with a rocket pop addiction. Thanks for trying. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Rat to Dylan [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 18:00:25 01/29/12 Sun Thanks! I will be on more as I can. Thanks for understanding. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> Subject: Re: The Winter of My Discontent
Author: Abby to Rat [ Edit \| View ]	Date Posted: 10:53:27 01/26/12 Thu Hey Rat, I know you're feeling sad over Jasmine, but I left a post for Spider under, "If a girl..." that might (maybe, possibly) help you feel better about things. You should check it out. Also, have you gotten the Rocket Pops yet? They should be heading that way. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]