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Subject: I feel. I am not.

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xwanabiex

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Date Posted: 04:56:52 03/11/03 Tue

I feel so alone. But I never am.
So what can I assume?
my feelings lie.

I feel lost and without hope.
I feel like this is going to go on forever and I will never be where I want to be.
I'll never be walking in your light every minute of every day.
I do my church thing, sing the songs, hold up my hands.
I do my world thing, ignoring you and losing my life to every distraction.
I do my alone thing, which only serves to increase my lonliness.

There is still a flame in my heart, a dull aching that once burned with fervour. Fan this flame so that I can burn for you again.
I want to be burned up. Consumed.
that is what I want.

I feel so alone.
I am not.

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