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Subject: put back into yesterday again.

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michaela

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Date Posted: 10:45:41 05/03/07 Thu

I laugh as I look back over this page and all that I'd written.
Remembering how I clung to the words of those few
I thought I loved.
But now I've grown
And learned
Not to love
Anymore.

Nobody has touched this heart in years.
And nothing hurts anymore

Take a bow boys, you've done well.
.
.
.
.
.
�Well I suppose I'll continue�
That would be a poignant ending
But 6 years is a long time to end there.
The previous statement was perhaps not entirely true.

And can any one statement be after 6 years?
I may very well say thank you.
For teaching me a lesson.
A lesson I had not acknowledged learning until now�
It doesn�t matter how much you�ve been rejected
It�s how much you reject

So thank you boys.
A swell example you've set.
Now I'm cruising on 24 and all alone.

By choice.

But that's not entirely true
i'm never alone really.
And if I were, I would not have chosen that road.
See, it's not that I don't want the love you have now
I just don't want to stop
And think
About how � you� could happen again
�Or how I could.
(There�s no telling with me these days.)

Oh how lonely, the cautious heart!
Always fearing
The repercussions,
Possible shortcomings
(Or worse) withdraws
Of this �love� people talk about
In story books and movies
But can�t find in real life.
(or haven�t found as far as I can tell)
So I continue on.
With all my company.
My (expendable)
Company.

You can�t really be disappointed
If you don�t expect too much.

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