Smile at me -- xfree willx

[ Show ]

Support VoyForums

[ Shrink ]

VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

[ Login ] [ Main index ] [ Post a new message ] [ Search | Check update time | Archives: 1, 2, 3, [4] ]

Subject: Smile at me

Author:
wanabie

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Date Posted: 11:59:18 10/09/01 Tue

I look around, my head thumping with the flow of madness.
Look at them all, so happy.
Look at them all so free.

I am glad that they are happy, but what happened to me?

There is a leak in my heart, and my soul is pouring out.

I look to the ground, my legs wont move.
The tears fall.

I stand alone, the wind whips my clothes.
it bites into my face.
But the sun still shines so bright.

Close my eyes. Don't want to see them anymore.
All so happy.
All so free.

My despair lies in wait.
'look around. all so happy'
I can't ignore it. I can't walk away from the voices in my head.

I SCREAM!

inside I scream, because why should they have to listen to me.
So happy.
So free.
Let them be.

So my heart grows dark and bleeds.
and I stand alone.

then I look up to the sky.
I look into your face.
I am so unhappy.
and then you smile at me.

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Replies:

Subject	Author	Date
Re: Smile at me	wanabie	17:36:36 10/16/01 Tue