| Subject: Re: It's OKAY!!! |
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aleX
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Date Posted: 19:34:40 05/16/02 Thu
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In reply to:
JeNNN
's message, "Re: It's OKAY!!!" on 12:01:58 05/16/02 Thu
Special jeNN
I agree! I want to hold you. I want to kiss you. I want to stroke your back, your neck, your arms, your face. I want you to sit in my lap again. I want to feel your face on my neck and your arms around my shoulders. I want to feel your breath on my cheek. I want to feel you close.
Yes, i do try to reassure you, I also try to find out how your really feel, too. This was a good reassuring post, thank you, I needed it. It made me feel all fuzzy! Your silence is a bit disturbing at times. It feels like you don't want to answer me. I'm glad you mentioned this silence in your post. I guess it lets me know that you may WANT to let me know but can't for some reason. Maybe one day, you'll truly belive me and be able to let out what you feel, really tell me all. As for your babies, i completely understand. I wouldn't want you to do anything to hurt them or put them in a bad situation. I do understand it's not an excuse.
Oh yes, tuesday was fun. We may have to do it again in the morning instead of talking. I may have to go with her (you know - I'm supposed to calm things down here). Let's see if you get freaky on me again, you tease!...Ah yes, limitations! What a hassle. I've lived with that for a long time. I think it's about time I didn't have 'em any more! Sick to death of them.
I'm being "good". I have had to swallow so much this afternoon. And wouldn't you know it, I'm being nice, polite, sympathetic and she goes and gets nuts on ME! Starts talking about maybe "I think you should just go", "Maybe it's the best thing", all of this in a nice, calm tone. As if she's reconciled to it. I think i've done too good of a job here. I find myself saying "let's see what tomorrow brings, maybe it'll be better". I hope this comes up again like this on Monday!!! Damn timing problems!
I twitchingly await Sunday. There'll be a few surprises if I get a chance, so watch out!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LITTLE jeNN-GRRL!!!!
aleXXX
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