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Date Posted: 21:25:38 05/23/02 Thu
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In reply to:
aleXX
's message, "Thursday May 23 Late at night" on 20:49:01 05/23/02 Thu
Special jeNN
It was SOOOOOO good being able to talk to you today. I've missed it so much. Your voice is so soothing. Having you tell me what you were doing made me feel so close to you. I almost felt i was there. I guess after having talked a lot, i find myself with very little to report this evening.
After i hung up with you, I finished my shopping and went home. I listened to my music loud as usual in the car. I smoked too much. I was in heaven, I HAD TALKED TO MY GIRL!! Surprisingly, there was no trouble here when i got home. Why? It seems strange to me. My dad came by and talked to me. I cleaned my room up, counted my money (total - $1040 cash), listened to music, dug up some old concert shirts to wear, smelled your night-shirt, and basically kept away from her. I took my daughter her graduation gift and we talked a while about music, boyfriends, etc. She's really grown up a lot. I scanned and found those shirts you mentioned - I'm trying to get them. I sent the email as you wanted (why did you want me to send one, did it make it easier for you to come?). And now, I'm leaving my nightly report to let you know my day....
Talking to you always makes me so happy. However, that feeling doesn't last. Now, i'm a bit sad. There are things i just want/need and i don't have them (yet). Knowing you're there and I'm here makes it so hard. I DO want to hold you all night. I want to see what it's like to spend the day in bed with you just lying beside you, hearing you breathe, watching you move, hearing your voice, feeling your body next to mine,...in other words, "kissing the day away". I want to find a cool shade while its hot, I want you to lie with your head in my lap. I'll tell you a wonderful bed-time story while stroking your hair. I am already working on that story, i hope it'll live up to your expectations.
Wow, we're back to dreaming again, that's great! You know, places we want to go together, things we want to do together, things we want to experience together, I can't wait. Our job is simply to make our dreams come true. I know its not that "simple" though. But we can try, can't we? And, from what you told me today, the ideal place has changed to "someplace warm by the ocean", is that right?
Hey, FIX-GRRL, one day i'm gonna get loose and sneak up to your house and surprise you! You'll have a lot of explaining to do, won't you? Get to see you squirm a bit. I just hope that when i do get there, you're dancing. Just kidding, you know i'd never spy on you like that (maybe in other ways though, Ha, HA!). It is so quick to get to your house you know. It's not far. It could be done anytime, so watch out!
I do miss you. I want to be with you always, forever! I love you so much it hurts. You are special! You are everything to me. Every thing i do is tainted with you. You are always with me. Now all i need is the actual person there. I need YOU there! I wish i could tell you in words just how devoted i am to you. I feel i sound so pathetic. You say you think you understand, good! But, I want you to KNOW!! Maybe in time, it'll dawn on you. Hopefully. I want to take care of you. I want to spoil you. I want to treat you like my little baby. I want to play house. I want to dream all day with you. I want to play all night with you. I want to be everything for you. I want to make you happy. I want YOU!! My greatest wish is that you would feel this way, too. And the miracle i pray for is that it'll all come true!.....I do SO love you.
Now, snuggle in, cover up, close your eyes, and sleep well. Dream wonderful, fantastical dreams and i'll talk to you in the morning...I'll kiss your cheek and whisper in your ear that "I LOVE YOU".
Good Night Beautiful,
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU & BE HERE FOR YOU !!!
aleXX
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